Tuesday, September 9, 2025

Not My Problem (YA fiction)

     Aideen, protagonist of Ciara Smyth's Not My Problem, is the student who manages to step on the last nerve of many teachers. She rarely does her homework assignments. She routinely gets out of gym on the basis of highly improbable illnesses. She's minimally engaged in anything to do with her education. But when asked about her home life she insists that everything's fine...
     ...even though nothing is further from the truth. Her family is a hot mess. She is the result of her mother's affair with a married man--one who doesn't have the decency to vanish and stay lost. He keeps Aideen and her mom his dirty little secret, staging periodic visits which leave her alcoholic mother in seriously bad shape and Aideen needing to pull her out of her spiral and handle the basics like not starving...
     ...but she has no one to help. The school would call in social workers which could lead to foster care...
     ...Also Aideen's only real friend, Holly, seems to be ditching her for another girl.
     ...with all that uncertainty and precariousness is it any wonder that she doesn't have the bandwidth for trigonometry?
    One day Aideen finds her nemesis, overscheduled Meabh, throwing a tantrum. She's afraid that one slip will lead to her "lying in the gutter, a needle sticking out of her arm and a glazed expression on her face." Aideen finds an unorthodox way to buy her breathing space. 
     It's only the beginning. Other students begin asking her to solve their problems. Only that necessitates seriously risky business like breaking and entering and kidnapping.
     How long can Aideen keep walking the tightrope her life has become before it breaks?
On a purrrsonal note, I'm having really good days. Saturday I tabled for Black Bear Mutual Aid Fund with Catherine and other friends. Sunday Eugene and I went on a road trip and found garage sale bargains. Today I went on a Goodwill/Hannaford run and found a gorgeous dress, an adorable Squishmallow, and of course yummy fruits and veggies. Hannaford produce rocks!!!
A great big shout out goes out to the Hannaford produce workers.
Jules Hathaway 



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Monday, September 8, 2025

More pages from my joy journal





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Sunday, September 7, 2025

Eliza, from Scratch

     I think many of us know/knew high school students like Eliza, teens who are focused on academic achievement and competition and filling in all the right boxes to get into an elite university to the exclusion of just about anything else. So you'll probably understand her total panic when she learns of a class change the first day of senior year. Instead of AP Physics she's been placed in Culinary Arts. It's a non weighted class, so even if she gets all A's someone taking all weighted classes could knock her down in class rank. When her guidance counselor tells her to not be afraid of taking it easy she thinks:
     "Now is not the time to take things easy, I want to say. I can take things easy when I have a college acceptance in hand and have given my salutatorian speech at graduation to a room of weepy eyes and all the work I've invested throughout the last three years has finally turned into something real."
     Actually in culinary Eliza is in a totally new situation. She's behind all her classmates, especially the obnoxious know-it-all Wesley with whom she's paired for a semester long group project.
     Eliza thinks she's in for a semester from hell.
But she may be mistaken. Maybe she can acquire valuable skills. Maybe the regular (non AP) students are worth knowing and being friends with...
     ...and maybe, just maybe, Wesley is not as obnoxious as he seems to be.
On a purrrsonal note, I had the heady experience of something I've intuited being confirmed by science. And it has a name: post-traumatic growth aka that which doesn't kill you makes you stronger. The trauma was the stroke nearly two years ago. I never would have chosen to have one. But I've experienced far more cognitive and emotional growth than I would have otherwise. The article I read said certain conditions make post-traumatic growth more likely:
1) finances. Eugene and I aren't rich, but we're managing. 
2) emotional support. Between family, friends, and the UMaine, Orono, and Greystone communities I have been surrounded by love ❤️ and support. 
3) self efficacy and a sense that one's life has meaning and purpose. I have them in spades.
I'm really proud of my growth in the past two years and eager to see how much I'll grow in the third. 
A great big shout out goes out to all who have contributed to my growth. 
Jules Hathaway 
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Saturday, September 6, 2025

My grand prize

Isn't it AWESOME? If you look closely at the bag you'll see all these Harry Potter symbols. And one of the pins has a reading cat. Totally purrrfect. It's Orono Festival Day. I'm supposed to table with Black Bear Mutual Aid Fund. Gonna pack and start walking. Do something fun today if you get the chance.



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Friday, September 5, 2025

This Could Be Forever (YA romance)

    
     Ebony LaDelle's This Could Be Forever is a quite suspenseful and relatable YA romance.  You know what I mean. You really want the protagonists to fight their way to happy ever after and there are strong obstacles in the way. But it's also much more, offering fascinating insights into a culture many of us know little about. 
     It starts when Deja, who is visiting the college she's going to attend, steps into the tattoo shop where Raja (who also will be a first year student there) works. The sparks are there. Even though they don't exchange digits you just know it isn't the last they'll see of each other. If only it was that easy.
     Raja's devout Hindu parents have their hearts 💕 set on him becoming an engineer. Not exactly compatible with his dreams of being a tattoo artist and opening his own shop. Even though he isn't going out of state for college they're angry that he's moved out of the family home into a studio apartment of his own. They're determined to set him up with an arranged marriage to a proper caste Hindu girl from Nepal...
     ...most definitely not a Black Christian American. But they aren't the only ones with reservations about the relationship. Deja's family hails from North Carolina where they experience plenty of racism. Her parents want her to be respected and loved, something they fear Raja's family will be incapable of. 
     But while the parents on both sides are acting apprehensive and sometimes cringe worthy Deja and Raja are finding allies in siblings and cousins. Will love conquer all?...
     ...only one way to find out. 
On a purrrsonal note, I am having an absolutely purrrfect Friday. It started on campus with first Friday bagels. My bestie Catherine toasted me a perfect sweet cinnamon one. (If she ever gets tired of anthropology she'd have a future with Bagel Central.) I saw so many friends who love my tattoo. I went to the fiber arts club which I know I'll enjoy. And best of all I got an email 📧 saying I WON ONE OF THE GRAND PRIZES in the Orono Public Library summer ☀️ reading challenge. Luckily Catherine, who was giving me a ride home, was agreeable to stopping at the library on the way. 



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Thursday, September 4, 2025

Today is simply gorgeous here in Penobscot County, Maine: sunny 🌞 but not too hot. Flowers are very much in bloom with trees just starting to show the colors that will attract legions of leaf 🍃 peepers. Yesterday was great. It was Organizational Fair at Black Bear Nation. I was tabling with Black Bear Mutual Aid Fund. We were looking for new members and raising money. Our dunk tank was quite popular. I was envying the guys getting dunked. It was pretty hot out. Today I did a Goodwill run and found these simply irresistible cuties. Saturday is Orono Festival Day. I'll be tabling with BBMAF again. And (unless they're 🌧 out) there will be FIREWORKS 🎆! 
I hope you have something fun planned for your weekend. 



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Wednesday, September 3, 2025

A Pair Of Nature Picture Books

     Jordan Zwetchkenbaum's My Pollinator Garden gives young readers and listeners a up close and personal look at the many critters who carry pollen from one plant 🌼 🌸 to another so they can make seeds. We tend to think of bees in this role. But wasps, flies, butterflies 🦋, humming birds, and even bats play a part in this important activity. 
     With many pollinators endangered kids and families can help protect them by planting special pollinators. This fine book gives advice on getting into this important and rewarding hobby. It has a great bibliography for kids who want to read more on the subject. 
     
     Kirsten Pendreigh's When a Tree Falls: Nurse Logs and Their Incredible Forest Power gives young readers and listeners a bird's eye view of the life cycle of a tree. 
     As a tree grows it shelters a number of forest creatures. But what happens when it falls?
     It becomes a nurse log nurturing and sheltering a wide variety of flora and fauna in many important ways...
     ...including a brand new tree.
     Maine is full of forests with fallen trees. A good family activity would be to read When a Tree Falls and then go into the woods to examine nurse logs in real life.

On a purrrsonal note, the budding gardeners who tend the plants in the Orono Public Library's Children's Garden are big time pollinator fans and avid students of nature. Those kids are terrific!!! I'm so enjoying getting to know them as I photograph them for the library's social media. Yesterday it was really hot out and some of the kids were resting in the shade. They discovered my backpack and were playing with the Keychain critters. They really liked them. I promised them that next Tuesday I'll bring in a bag of critters they can keep. They're so excited!!! That will be so much fun!!!
A great big shout out goes out to our young gardeners, parent volunteers, library staff, and the library itself which is such a vital part of the Orono community. 
Jules Hathaway 



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Tuesday, September 2, 2025

A Gift from Eugene

Eugene came home from work and gave me these collector's porcelain dolls last week. They are really nice ones and a gift from the love of my life. But what's best is they take me down memory lane to when Amber and I both collected them. My very creative horror story writer author has transformed some of hers into entities that are Stephen King level eerie, especially in dim light. But I think the creepiest porcelain dolls are a lot of the antique ones. They look malevolent, like they're waiting for Nightfall to do something sinister. I think, they gave these to kids?



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Monday, September 1, 2025

Run Like A Girl (YA fiction)

     Amaka Egbe seamlessly embedded key issues in her Run Like A Girl: family dysfunction, sexism in sports, peer drama, and the less than wonderful aspects of social media. Fortunately they never overpower the plot or the protagonist. 
     Dera has her life planned out. She's a standout track star who plans to use her stats to get a full ride to a college with an elite program. Her ultimate goal, which she passionately longs for, is to run in the Olympics.  
     Midway through her junior year Dera's world implodes. Her parents have been divorced for most of her life. Her father is, in every sense of the word, a cold, distant stranger. When her mother has to send her to live with him because of money problems she's suddenly living with a very curt, judgemental, dismissive stranger...
     ...in a whole different school system. She's had to leave her close friends to start over again in a high school that is far from welcoming--especially when she goes after and earns a spot on the boys' track team...
     ...well there is no girls' track team. And Dera isn't about to give up on her Olympic dreams.
     As if those challenges aren't enough social media adds its own kind of shitstorm.
     If a strong willed girl striving to survive in a very challenging environment she never expected to be thrown into is your kind of read you're going to love Run Like A Girl. 
On a purrrsonal note, I have just gotten home from a purrrfect relaxing long weekend at camp with Eugene. I did get in some walking. Sunday night we watched a great nerds triumph over bullying jocks movie. But mostly I read outside on the porch.
But we have to take Labor Day very seriously. It's much more than a long weekend. Far too many workers and their families are homeless and hungry due to inadequate wages. Too many are ruthlessly exploited. Too many are killed or seriously injured due to unsafe conditions. If the current administration has its way things will only get worse. Can you say child labor?
A great big shout out goes out to all who observe the true spirit of Labor Day by fighting for workers' rights. 
Jules Hathaway 




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Friday, August 29, 2025

This Thing Of Ours

     Ossie, narrator of Frederick Joseph's This Thing Of Ours, has based his future on basketball. It has earned him a scholarship to an affluent private school. It would have been his ticket to one of the universities that are courting him and a way to carry on his father's legacy...
     ...except a game injury, a torn ACL, ends his basketball career. Six months months later he dreads returning to school. "But, Grandma, they're all just gonna see me and think There he goes--he had it all and lost it. They'll just see a failure."
     Ossie gets a new surge of enthusiasm when he gets accepted into a highly selective creative writing program run by a dedicated and innovative teacher. He learns that he's really good at and enjoys writing. Basketball is not all that defines him. He gains two close friends, Luis and Naima, who are two of the very few students of color in the predominantly white school. And he loves being immersed in the rich literature that reflects his cultural heritage. 
     Unfortunately Ossie has rich white  classmates with influential parents who do not appreciate diversity in their readings. 
     "Matthew sits upright again, clearly eager to enlighten us all. 'If Black people like James Baldwin spent less time complaining about white people, they could be picking themselves up by the bootstraps like the rest of us and actually become something.'"
     They're claiming reverse racism. Their parents are acting on their grievances. Suddenly the writing program and their teacher's career are in danger. 
     Although This Thing Of Ours is fiction, it's all too real world prophetic. Joseph sees the writing on the wall. With Trump and his minions going after every vestige of diversity, equity, and inclusion and the DeSantis crew striving to whitewash curriculum and ban baby ban we're going to have to fight tooth and nail to protect the hard won gains we've made and build on them. Complacency is a luxury we can't afford. 
On a purrrsonal note, today was most definitely wonderful. It was Maine Hello in Black Bear Nation--the day first year students arrive on campus and student volunteers carry their stuff to their rooms. My special role is parent whisperer. I talk to parents about how they're feeling. They really appreciate it. It's a very special day of welcoming and community building. Not even the rain could dampen spirits. 
Got any special plans for the Labor Day weekend? Eugene and I are headed for camp after our traditional Governor's breakfast. 
A great big shout out goes out to all who participated in Maine Hello and Channel 5 News for their most excellent coverage. 
Jules Hathaway 



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Thursday, August 28, 2025

Another of my Pollinator pictures. Do all you can to help these little guys. We really need them in this world 🌎. 



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Wednesday, August 27, 2025

Athlete Is Agender (juvenile Nonfiction)

     "There's something inherently powerful about undermining stereotypes. About celebrating queer kids as strong, athletic champions on the field, in the rink, or in the pool. There's something uniquely special about witnessing a player use they/them pronouns on an Olympic field, or watching two married teammates win an WNBA championship, or watching a soccer player open up, despite the toxic culture of his sport, to say, 'I'm gay.'
     We are everywhere, we deserve to be everywhere, and we can excel everywhere."
     That's the inspiring message of Athlete Is Agender. The profiled athletes have found joy and belonging in a wide range of sports. Some have had to fight against stereotypes and prejudice to gain the right to compete. Some of them include:
*trans track star Cece Telfer,
*first NFL player to come out as gay Carl Nassib, 
*Karleigh Webb who played football as both a male and a female, 
*nonbinary figure skater A. J. Sass
and so many others.
The athletes' narratives are very candid and vulnerable. Many queer kids will be able to see hope in them. I love this reminder in the introduction: "While these contributors are out and proud members of the LGBTQ+ community, being a queer athlete in no way means you need to feel pressure to be out, or to be a public figure or role model. Knowing that it brings you joy to put on a baseball mitt, or to tie up your running shoes for a race, or to sit on the bench and cheer for your teammates, or to climb on that horse...these are things that matter. You matter."
     Athlete Is Agender belongs in every school and public library. 
On a purrrsonal note, not all queer athletes (I'm non binary) compete against other people or teams. Since the stroke my opponent is residual brain damage. When I first tried to run nothing happened. My brain wasn't sending signals to my legs and feet. And my first running could be more accurately described as lurching. Now I can run short distances with a normal gait, something that took me over a year to achieve. When I asked my husband for a basketball he thought it would be a waste of money. It wasn't. This summer I'm working on strength and stamina to get ready for the mountain climbing event that I'm planning to raise money for Black Bear Mutual Aid Fund. Nearly every day I'm walking an hour and feeling like an athlete. I'm changing my diet to keep my blood pressure under better control which means giving up the foods I really love. I am an athlete and a champion.
One of my most magical experiences this summer was when a neighbor invited me to swim in his pool whenever I wanted. I hadn't swam since before the stroke. At first I kept sinking like a stone. But every time I pulled myself back to the surface I tried again. And then I felt something waking up in my arms and legs. Like my brain was remembering and cueing the muscles in. The first time I crossed the pool, my body cutting through the water, was pure joy. I'm gonna find a way to swim during the months when outdoor swimming is not an option in Maine. 
Jules Hathaway 



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Tuesday, August 26, 2025

Here it is--my first cat tattoo. Isn't it just purrrfect? The absolute cat's pajamas!!!



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Monday, August 25, 2025

Shampoo Unicorn

     Shampoo Unicorn 🦄 is one of the books in which the setting plays as large a role as the characters. We're talking small Southern town, the kind Trump would have swept with his MAGA talk. Sports, especially football, reign supreme. Varsity male athletes just about walk on water as far as fans are concerned. Patriotism is required. And religion is Sinners In The Hands Of An Angry God meets Republican family values. There are some things that  royally piss off Angry God. Anything that deviates from CIS hetero seems to top the list.
     The three narrators unfortunately have to live there. Brian is one of the hosts of a podcast, Shampoo Unicorn, that deals with "the hell that is being a high school queer in small-town rural America". Greg is a gridiron 🏈 star with pretty big secrets. His bitter father is abusive to him and his nother. He's as gay as Brian. Leslie, who lives in a nearby town, is a she trapped in a he body who can only be herself online and must make up incentives to keep on getting up.
     But then:
     Greg is caught being intimate with another  boy. Both are expelled from school.
     Crossing a parking lot after a job interview Greg is nearly killed in what's either a hit and run or a hate crime. He languishes in a coma. 
     Brian starts using his real name in his podcast.
     Leslie comes out to her mother. 
     Shampoo Unicorn 🦄 is an ultimately uplifting narrative about creating community in the midst of prejudice and hatred. I recommend this fine book for public, high school, and college libraries. Many queer students in higher education face high parental pressure to stay in the closet. Imagine being 18 and being told that if you come out or transition your parents will either stop paying your tuition or not let you come home. 
On a purrrsonal note, I had a fabulous weekend. Saturday morning my friend Catherine and I made a Goodwill run. Among other finds I snagged the purrrfect chair for outside reading. Then Amber and Brian threw a wonderful family barbecue. All my kids and their significant others were there. It was for sure quality time. As always Brian was the chef extraordinaire. His veggie kebabs were out of this world 🌎. 
And now the answer to my riddle: today I got my first tattoo. I used the money from my drag show tips. It was a cat of course. I totally adore it. I'll post a picture tomorrow. 
Jules Hathaway 



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Sunday, August 24, 2025

Isn't this the most purrrfect chair for a Squishmellow lover? It's even my size which is child size. My friend Catherine spotted it and brought it to my attention when we were chilling and treasure hunting at Goodwill. Good thing she had her car. It would have been hard to take home by bus.
The final clue: now that it's so imminent I'm getting a little nervous. Will I be able to go through with it? We'll know in less than 24 hours.
Jules Hathaway 




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Saturday, August 23, 2025

Pink Glass Houses (adult fiction)

     If you want a highly engaging, totally yummy beach read for those precious last surf and sun days of summer you can't do better than Asha Elias's Pink Glass Houses. It's Mean Girls grown older and more powerful and just as mean. 
     Melody is certainly not in Kansas anymore. A new arrival in Miami Beach, she wants to find kindred souls and establish herself professionally. She finds her children's new school's PTA to be alarming, possibly even unethical. The fund raising events are more suitable for Hollywood galas than elementary school socials. And rules and ethics seem to be something to get around. 
     Maybe it's time for a new sheriff in town?
     It won't be easy running for PTA president. Charlotte, current VP of fund raising, has had her ❤️ set on that for years. Nothing is going to get in the way of her holding that spot. And she has influential and wealthy backers.
     "Charlotte and her PTA mafia think they are so progressive for sending their kids to public school, as though we should all bow down and thank them for lowering themselves to our level, to allow their children to be educated in the same building as ours."
     Darcy is no fan of Charlotte and the rest of the PTA mafia. She'd like nothing better than seeing a newcomer take charge and make Sunset Academy ethical again. 
     I'm sure you've heard the saying about people who live in glass houses. Well over the course of a school year there is going to be a hell of rock throwing and intrigue and totally over the top drama...
     ...if you're anything like me you'll want to come along for the ride. Can you guess who will prevail before the last chapter?
On a purrrsonal note, I was afraid I'd missed out on Old Town Riverfest. It's a several day festival with cool events including fireworks 🎆. They put on an awesome show last year. I googled it this morning and found out it's September 18-21. Now I have something else to look forward to! My birthday is the 21st!!! 
Today's clue: like just about everything else in my life it's about God or evolution's most purrrfect creation--cats of course. 
A great big shout out goes out to the people who are planning Riverfest.
Jules Hathaway 



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Friday, August 22, 2025


Here's a view from Veazie's aptly named Riverside Park. I go there on some of my morning training for the mountain climb walks. Clue: it's also seen as a form of self expression. You can tell a lot about a person by what they reveal. 


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Thursday, August 21, 2025

Super Agers

     I have never been as disappointed with a book in my whole life as with Eric Topal's Super Agers. As an older person and stroke survivor with residual damage (whatever that means) in the process of making lifestyle changes to reduce risk factors, I simply wanted advice how to live longer and have the remaining years be good quality ones. I imagine this is something most of us would like to know. 
     I found about one chapter useful. Most of the text is replete with multisyllabic jargon embedded in sentences that you'd probably have to be a doctor or medical researcher to understand. I know that a lot of the paragraphs left me wondering, WTF? 
     But the problem was not with the book; it was with me. I'm sure that for experts in medical advances who want contribute to this ultra important field of study Super Agers: An Evidence Based Approach To Longevity would be  the cat's pajamas...
      ...But if you, like me, are a mere mortal wanting to live your best life in its second half..
     ...don't bother with it. 
On a purrrsonal note, I am so looking forward to Saturday. Amber and Brian are having a family cookout and Katie and Adam are coming up from Southern Maine. Nothing I love more than quality time with Eugene and our kids.
A great big shout out goes out to my wonderful family including precious Tobago. 
Oh yeah the clue: some people consider the procedure I'm going in for to be an art form. And I've seen some really beautiful ones.
Jules Hathaway 



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Wednesday, August 20, 2025

Here are the most recent pages from my joy journal. I highly recommend keeping one. I know it most definitely helps me stay aware of how much joy I have in my life. 
OK, I have a riddle. On Monday I will do something major for the first time in my life. I'll give clues over the weekend. Can you guess before Monday?



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Tuesday, August 19, 2025

The Last Summer Before Whatever Happens Next (YA fiction)

     "Living in Keech, Maine, it was impossible not to know who they were. My dad thought the Tooheys were God's gift to the town...Most people, however, thought that they were just stuck-up snobs that clogged the best seats in the restaurants in the summer and hogged the best parts of the coast for themselves."
     The year is 1980. For Claire, protagonist of Bee Burke's The Last Summer Before Whatever Happens Next, it's the summer between high school graduation (as valedictorian) and the beginning of college. Her father has given her a quite unexpected graduation gift.
     "My present to you is the summer off. No work. No heavy reading. No enrichment camps. One summer of freedom before college."
     Claire really does not like this prospect. She's the kind of person who thrives on schedules and plans and checking off items on to do lists. 
     "I didn't know how to just hang out due to a lack of experience. They didn't teach that at enrichment camps, and I wasn't exactly popular."
     But Claire's summer is going to be nothing like the boring stretch she's expecting. She gets swept up in the Tooheys' posh and dramatic larger than life world. Lunch with the younger Tooheys leads to a cruise where she rescues the matriarch's beloved dog. Pretty soon she's a frequent visitor to the family summer compound. She's even given a nickname, a real sign of Toohey acceptance. 
     But it isn't a lasting relationship. And when she and the family part ways she learns that their initial meeting was nowhere near as random and innocent as she'd thought. 
     If you're looking for a perfect beach read bring The Last Summer Before Whatever Happens Next along. And don't forget the sunscreen. 
On a purrrsonal note, here in Penobscot County, Maine we're enjoying a respite from the latest heat wave. You can tell that autumn 🍂 is sneaking up on us. When Eugene and I were driving last weekend I saw some trees 🌳 with yellow or orange leaves. My schedule is already getting busier. And soon the kids will be wearing their backpack to school. 
A great big shout out goes out to you, my readers, with hopes that you'll enjoy the last weeks of summer. 
Jules Hathaway 


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Monday, August 18, 2025

I have a treat for you--a recipe for the blueberry cake I baked yesterday. 
1/4 cup shortening or cooking oil
I cup sugar
1 well beaten egg 
1 tsp. cinnamon 
1/4 tsp. nutmeg
1 1/2 cup flour 
1 1/2 tsp. baking powder 
1/2 cup milk
1 cup blueberries 
Cream shortening and sugar.
Add egg.
Shift dry ingredients and add, alternating with milk.
Fold in berries. 
Put in pan.
Bake 30-35 minutes at 350.
It's one of my favorite summer recipes. I hope you like it.



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Sunday, August 17, 2025

Carousel Summer (juvenile graphic novel)

     Lucy, protagonist of Kathleen Gros' Carousel Summer, thinks that her summer is going to be the worst. Her BFF, Katia, is away at camp having all kinds of adventures. She, meanwhile, is stuck spending most of her time doing the cooking and cleaning for her family. And her father is ultra critical because she isn't the dress wearing girly girl he thinks she should be.
     Then a ray of hope enters the picture. The town of Milforth has brought in an artist to revive a special historic carousel 🎠 for the town's 150th anniversary. The artist has a daughter Lucy's age, Anais, who prefers Lucy to the popular girls. She's someone who Lucy can be her authentic self with, someone who just may be more than a friend...
      ...which might be quite problematic for Lucy's controlling father who had a fit when she just cut her hair short. 
     But the summer conflict isn't restricted to Lucy's home. Milforth has fallen on hard times. A company, Blank Slate Futures, wants to come in and redevelop properties. Some business owners including Lucy's father see this as the town's fiscal salvation. However, a lot of community members have a much better understanding of the evils of gentrification.
     Carousel Summer introduces young readers to some pretty important social justice issues within the context of a highly engaging narrative. 
On a purrrsonal note, I am having a super joyful weekend. Yesterday Eugene and I went for a wonderful road trip. We were in yard sale heaven. Among other things he got me 6 squishies (picture I posted yesterday). He got subs which meant I didn't have to cook. Today we went on another lovely road trip. We saw a whole lot of geese pecking at the ground. And of course evenings spent swimming and reading can't be beat. 
BTW August 17th is Black Cat Appreciation Day. I have a special treat to show precious Tobago how much Gene and I appreciate her.
A great big shout out goes out to Eugene and to black cats and the people who love them.
Jules Hathaway 
      



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Saturday, August 16, 2025

Eugene has discovered how obsessed I am with squishies. He got these for me when we were yard saling this morning. 



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Friday, August 15, 2025

The Thrashers (YA fiction)

"The night I died was supposed to be my prom night.
     It was supposed to be a night of satin and lace, limos and hotel rooms, stolen kisses and cherished mistakes. While my classmates laughed and danced and snapped pictures, I climbed into my bathtub in my exquisite pink dress and emptied my mother's Vicodin bottle down my throat."
     The Thrashers are the top in group at Helvetia High, the objects of curiosity, envy, gossip, and desire for inclusion on the part of the classmates who bestowed the nickname on them. Zach, Julian, Lucy, and Paige are wealthy and entitled. The fifth member of the group, Jodi, narrator of Julie Soto's The Thrashers, feels tangential, included only because she's been friends with the charismatic Zach since early childhood. They were some of the classmates who were laughing and dancing and snapping pictures while Emily (quoted above) was consuming the drugs.
     "A girl is dead because we didn't invite her in our prom limo.
     Was Lucy right? Were they partially to blame for this?"
     Jodi isn't the only one connecting the dots between the prom and the suicide. The police see causation as well as correlation. Obviously Emily isn't around to testify against the group. But she's left a diary that's pretty incriminating. Jodi is the only one not charged with anything. Zach, the oldest of the group at eighteen, is even accused of statutory rape.
     Freaky things start happening when the five friends get together. A drive in movie screen collapses on the truck they are in. Lucy's inhaler disappears when she has a bad asthma attack. Paige is nearly electrocuted at a party...
     ...Could Emily have not completely departed? Could she be seeking vengeance from the grave?
     If you enjoy twisty chillers replete with dark secrets you'll do well to put The Thrashers on your summer reading list. 
On a purrrsonal note, the latest heat wave is finally tapering off. We've been having temps in the 90s coupled with high humidity. In Maine. I am so grateful that I can swim in Travis's above ground pool right in the park. My swimming skills are coming back. I have a good back stroke but am struggling with doggy paddle. No better way to spend summer evenings than swimming and then reading outside. Do you have exciting plans for the weekend? I have no idea what I'm doing. 
A great big shout out goes out to you with best wishes for a great weekend. 
Jules Hathaway 



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Thursday, August 14, 2025

This is how I transformed my son, Adam's old room into my library. I think it looks great.



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Wednesday, August 13, 2025

A Protest History of the United States (adult nonfiction)

     "This United States of America has maintained a dual personality, writing of freedom in a Declaration of Independence with one hand, lashing the backs of enslaved peoples with the other, and all while on stolen Indigenous land. These deep and abiding contradictions have marked the country's laws and traditions, which offer the hope of inclusion and opportunity if only one works hard enough. At the same time, the country kills dreams with obstacles of discrimination, classism, and violence that are intentionally placed along the path, making protest a natural response."
     In her Introduction to her brilliant A Protest History of the United States Gloria J. Browne-Marshall tells it like it is. America's constant violent undermining of declarations and promises makes protest a natural and necessary response. At this time in American history if you're anything like me you're probably engaging in some kind of protest. 
     "Protest helps connect current social justice issues with past battles for freedom, equality, fair wages, the end to wars, and desegregation. This historical context is crucial for readers, for activists and for those questioning the forces aligned against progress, forces that fear inevitable change. Their use of violence, by even the seemingly staid members of the status quo, is evidence of a simmering rage against the inclusion of others. It is the lives and livelihoods lost in this war of attrition that propels the writing of this book."
     And what a book it is! It covers a wide span of time from the arrival of the first settler colonists to the current century. And it covers a myriad of protests: the Indigenous struggle for sovereignty and self-determination, the many ways enslaved peoples subtly and openly defied those who denied them freedom and humanity, the bravery of union organizers in courtrooms and on picket lines and so much more. It's a gem of a read for those who want to understand today's ills and resulting protests within the larger historical context. 
     I'm terrified by the actions of the current White House occupant and his cronies. But the other party isn't exactly reassuring me. Toward the end of the voting on the "big beautiful" budget bill the Democrat legislators were doing a gleeful rendition of make sure they remember who did this to them. The immense suffering this will cause for so many, if considered at all, is seen as acceptable collateral damage because the bill is the key to mid term election successes. What the fuck, people. 
     The crisis we're in didn't start with Trump's election. It started well before he was born. It will continue even if we elect all Democrats. The prez who ended welfare as we knew it and created the draconian laws that fill prisons with boys and men of color was Democrat William Jefferson Clinton. And both parties are bought and owned by the wealthy and their corporations. Why do you think we're the only industrialized nation without a single payer health care system--paying more for much worse outcomes. 
     Anyway if you really want a better America for us all please read A Protest History of the United States and let it help you grasp the big picture. You'll be glad you did.
On a rather long but hopefully interesting  purrrsonal note, I've been protesting just about all my life. I've bussed to DC and marched and done all the traditional stuff. But a lot of what I've done was different. 
1) When I was in elementary school I protected immigrant kids from mini nativists on the playground. I was runty but FIERCE. When I swooped in fists up the bullies backed off. Also I aggravated the teachers by pointing out the lies (the pilgrims and the Indians were friends) in the curriculum. 
2) I refused to be confirmed at 11 because of the racism and classism I saw in my family's country club Episcopal church. It was a big deal because, as director of religious education and organist, my parents were just below the minister in the hierarchy. 
3) I spent two years as a volunteer school librarian so a school in a low income including projects could keep its library open. I used my connections to raise money for library books and brought in free programming. In terms of solidarity those were two of the best years of my life.
4) I ran for school committee so lower income kids and families could have representation. I had to face classist hate speech (trailer park trash). But the third time I won and served for 11 years, over half as vice chairman.
In applying for grad school I was protesting ageism. In performing in drag shows I celebrate my non binary essence. As long as I can I will be protesting in traditional and non traditional ways.
A great big shout out goes out to dedicated protesters around the 🌎
Jules Hathaway 
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Monday, August 11, 2025

Fitting Indian (YA graphic novel)

     Nitasha, narrator of Jyoti Chand's Fitting Indian, has to hide her Cosmo magazines from her mother. Actually she doesn't feel that she fits in with her strict Indian family. She questions their many rules and traditions. Unlike her doctor older brother, she has no interest in vocations her parents would approve of. She has no intention of letting them pick her future husband and resents the control they exert over her free time. 
     In school she's facing challenges. Her long  term best friend, Ava, is befriending a new girl, Chloe who seems to be replacing her. A boy she has a crush on asks her to tutor him in biology and they spend a lot of time together. Only then he asks Chloe to the homecoming dance. And she accepts, knowing how Nitasha feels. 
     Nitasha does use alcohol to take the edge off her feelings. And she cuts herself when things get really bad. When Chloe posts a really cruel video and it goes viral and Nitasha's family and religious community turn on her--her father says she's not his daughter and her mother accuses her of ruining their family name--she tries to commit suicide. 
     Although Fitting Indian is a work of fiction, it draws upon Chand's own experiences. It's the book that she felt she had to write.
     "This is Nitasha's story, but it's also familiar to so many of us--young South Asian women who were put into a box too early in life and told how life should play out. Many of us struggled and still struggle silently, and some of us were lucky enough to have second chances to live a more fulfilling life. Mental health has been ignored and brushed under the rug culturally for far too long."
On a purrrsonal note, Saturday was the annual Greystone (trailer coop) barbeque. The weather was perfect--sunny but not too hot and humid. The food was delicious. I was able to give out dozens of school supplies filled backpacks. The kids loved them. Their parents were impressed with the quality and variety of the backpacks and the fact that it's the sixth year of the project. Everyone seemed to have a really good time. Now I can start planning year seven.
A great big shout out goes out to all who participated in the barbeque, especially those who organized it and provided the food. 
Jules Hathaway 



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Saturday, August 9, 2025

Jane Against The World (YA Nonfiction)

"Imagine that you're sixteen years old and still in school. Now imagine that you have just discovered that you're pregnant--or your girlfriend is pregnant. 
     What does that mean to you?
     What does that mean to your life from now on?
     What do you want to do?
     What can you do?
     What are you going to do?"
     The short first page of Karen Blumenthal's Jane Against The World: Roe V. Wade And The Fight For Reproductive Rights really personalizes an explosive and controversial issue for younger readers. What if the person potentially needing an abortion was you or someone you love?
     In a situation I'd never anticipated that person was me. A sonogram showed me that the fetus I was carrying had no heartbeat, a situation incompatible with life. The miscarriage went on and on. After forty days of bone deep chills, fever, and agonizing cramps I got an abortion. It was done in a hospital as a routine medical procedure. I remember thinking how lucky I was that I wasn't in a country where this action or even a simple miscarriage could have put me in prison, unable to parent my beloved daughters. That was when pregnant people enjoyed the protection of Roe V. Wade.
       When this landmark legislation was overturned chaos ensued. Now states differ widely on what is a legal reason to terminate a pregnancy and some have very few. Going to another state isn't always even feasible. Girls and women can be trapped in really horrendous situations. A woman I know found out that a very much wanted unborn, because of a genetic defect, would never know a moment of consciousness and wouldn't live beyond 18 months. In many states she would have to carry this fetus to term. 
     "The issue is not whether we do or don't have abortions. The issue is where--in some dirty hotel room or some dingy back room of a doctor's office, or in a hospital under proper medical care."
     I think we can agree that the third option is the best. And knowledge is one of the most essential tools to achieve access to it for all people needing abortions. Jane Against The World gives a comprehensive analysis of the the long history leading up to Roe V. Wade. It gives readers a candid look at the events and actors involved. But I think what I like best about Jane Against The World is the intersectional approach it takes, showing its relationship to classism, racism, eugenics, and forced sterilization. It's the book I'd give my daughters if they weren't already probably more knowledgeable than me.
     I see this fine book as a most worthwhile acquisition for high school and public libraries.
On a purrrsonal note, I was able to see my friend Lynn Plourde for the first time in ages. Lynn is the author of over 40 excellent published books, many of which I've reviewed for this blog and the Bangor Daily News. She was doing a children's program for the Old Town Public Library. I always enjoy watching Lynn in action. She has a special ability to connect with kids--keeping them engaged and excited. I learn so much. And it was such a treat to have time to chat afterwards. Lynn and I go way back. And I sure am lucky to have her in my life.
A great big shout out goes out to the incomparable one and only Lynn Plourde. Your library most likely has at least a few of her fine books. Check them out, especially when you need a simply irresistible read aloud. Also to the staff of the Old Town Public Library. 
Jules Hathaway 



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Friday, August 8, 2025

My diploma

Well, fam, it finally came and I couldn't be more proud. Earning it was a for real challge--especially after the stroke. But I did it. Now on to getting a job and getting my manuscript published. 
Tomorrow is the trailer coop barbeque. I have dozens of gorgeous backpacks stuffed with school supplies ready to give out to the kids. It's Backpack Project's 6th year and going strong thanks to our generous contributors. 



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Thursday, August 7, 2025

How We Ricochet

     "Takes a moment for it to sink in: the gunman is the dead man, the injured are the women I heard him shoot, the retail store is the last place I visited. 
     I was there."
     Betty, protagonist of Faith Gardner's How We Ricochet had expected a trip to the mall to buy her mother work clothes for her new job to be rather boring. In fact she'd ditched her mom and older sister, Joy, to go to the nearby cupcake shop. She was there when a gunman opened fire in the clothes store where she'd left her family. 
     "'We're fucking lucky,' Joy says. 'There were so many bullets. We should have died.'
     'I'm so glad you're okay,' Mom says, holding Joy's head to her chest."
     But Joy really isn't. The sister who Betty considered a badass--who rode a motorcycle, played bass guitar, and gave herself a tattoo--now can't leave the house. She's dropped her college classes. And she's ditched her job for so long that she's lost it.
     But her mother's way of coping has her MIA when it comes to her older daughter's crisis. Being interviewed by NBC has inspired her to become a gun control activist. Between this engagement and her job that pays the bills she really doesn't have time for anything else. And now she's getting death threats.
     The dead gunman's younger brother is an acquaintance of Betty. In desperation she tries to befriend him. Maybe he can give her the insights that can assuage Joy's crippling fears and empower her to keep her family safe.
On a purrrsonal note, I've regained another skill. A guy in my trailer coop told me I can swim in his pool. I hadn't been in a pool since before the stroke. It was literally sink or swim. At first I kept sinking like a stone. But I kept trying. I got to where I could swim across the pool. It felt so good to be cutting through the water with an evening breezes mitigating the sun's heat. Truly a time of unmitigated joy!!!
A great big shout out goes out to the kind neighbor with the pool. 
Jules Hathaway 



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Wednesday, August 6, 2025

I'm sharing this picture because bees are such precious pollinators and a challenge to capture in pictures--they're in constant motion. 



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Tuesday, August 5, 2025

Disposable (adult nonfiction)

"For too many people, misery is the formal policy of the United States. The lucky few at the top tell a different story about this country. America is fair, they say, and the meritorious rise to the top. The reality is less flattering."
     Back when people were trying to understand COVID-19 patterns became discernible in the contagion and mortality statistics. Some groups were becoming ill and dying at much higher rates than others. Pretty predictably those were the people the rich and powerful and the legislators in their pockets considered disposable: the BIPOC, the poor, people with disabilities and comorbidities, older people, and the essential workers who had to go into jobs where catching a potentially fatal disease and bringing it home to loved ones was a clear and present danger and they often weren't provided the most basic personal protection equipment by the companies that were gleaning huge profits from their forced sacrifices. 
     A lot of people were shocked by the revelations. Not Sarah Jones, a senior writer for New York magazine. In Disposable: America's Contempt For The Underclass she makes one thing perfectly clear: COVID-19 didn't start anything; it simply made evident what the rich and powerful were hiding for a long time--basically since this nation's inception...
     ...that there is an inherent and vicious conflict of interest between those at the top who want to make obscene amounts of money while keeping the majority of fellow citizens poor enough to exploit ruthlessly and the rest of us. I'll give you an example from the book that is very personal to me. Even as COVID-19 was keeping the grim reaper working overtime, even as most of us were sorta focused on staying alive, the rich and their friends in government were flat out stating that the emphasis on life saving was misguided. Those of us considered disposable shouldn't stand in the way of reopening the country to business as usual even if we'd pay the ultimate price. I was an older person--68 to be exact--when this was going down. My reaction to the more than suggestion that I should lay down my life on the altar of capitalism was NO FUCKING WAY!
     Jones does a deep dive into all aspects of the brutal COVID-19 reckoning and the national history that made it inevitable. She does a very commendable job balancing facts and statistics with the stories of many who needlessly lost their lives. If you're bothered by the brutal inequities that sacrificed the lives of millions for the profit of the few and you want things to change, especially if, like me, you're considered acceptable collateral damage, Disposable most definitely belongs on your summer reading list. 
On a purrrsonal note, I really lucked out in the pandemic. I was just starting grad school when UMaine went online and my biggest challenge was adapting from in person to virtual learning. I think I had a mild case in Christmas break '22, but I was fine after a week of lying around. Eugene was an essential worker so we had a continuous source of income. I was able to get zoom counseling for anxiety through my school. I had precious Tobago for company and my family and friends to keep me from feeling isolated. I wasn't even bored because I binge ordered inter library loans and my friend, Emily who can drive to deliver them right to my door and Eugene and I could safely get away for weekends at our camp in the woods. And I had the assurance that when UMaine went back to in person learning my job would be waiting for me. 
A great big shout out goes out to Jones for her brilliant truth telling. 
Jules Hathaway 



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Monday, August 4, 2025

My best weekend yard sale finds. I now have a dedicated hiking backpack. 



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Sunday, August 3, 2025

Between Two Brothers (juvenile fiction)

     When I was a preteen suddenly having to cope with a drastically changed family and community after my younger sister, Harriet, survived spinal meningitis with severe and permanent residual brain damage I felt isolated. I didn't know anyone else in my situation. As a devoted reader I turned to the library to find a character like myself...
     ...only to find nothing. There were no siblings of children with profound disabilities as protagonists. Actually there were very few people with handicaps in books and they tended to be portrayed as saintly overcomers of odds or tragic victims. Fortunately today this situation has changed for the better. One of the best examples of this is Crystal Allen's Between Two Brothers. 
     Ice (Isaiah) and his older brother, Seth, are much closer than most sibling pairs. The farming family brothers are best friends who look out for one another. They have a special saying, between brothers, to emphasize their sibling solidarity. As Seth starts his last year of school Ice is determined to make the most of their last full year together...
     ...except it doesn't exactly work out that way. Seth starts blowing off commitments he's made to Ice. Then Ice learns that Seth will be leaving for college a semester early. The boys fight. Ice is filled with regret and a need to apologize...
     ...which doesn't happen because Seth gets in a car accident, suffering such severe brain injury he has to be put in a medically induced coma. His doctor doesn't know if he'll ever again walk, talk, or even open his eyes.
     The ring of authenticity is there in all facets of the book from Ice's complex and sometimes contradictory personality through Allen's refusal to provide an unrealistic happy ever after to realistic descriptions of the challenges the family faces such as when they have two days to acquire the medical equipment and expertise to care for Seth when he comes home from the hospital. 
     So it should come as no surprise that Allen wrote from life experience. A catastrophic accident changed her family dynamics. She could see the impact not only on her injured child, but on her older child, herself, and her husband. Although its characters are fictional, she describes Between Two Brothers as the story she was living. 
On a very purrrsonal note, when I was 11 one evening I wanted to play with Harriet's new Mouse Trap game. Harriet said no. I said "I hate you. I hope you die." Mom and I spent the weekend at a Girl Scout camping weekend. Then Sunday we were speeding back because Harriet was in the hospital probably dying. I thought God was fulfilling what He thought was a request. I asked him please not to kill her. So I thought it was my fault when she didn't die but was never the same. I wish my parents were as unified as Ice's parents were. My father wanted to give Harriet's custody to a state hospital, not waste money on her. My mother thought Harriet's disabilities were only temporary. She could still become a lawyer. The first Christmas after Harriet's catastrophic illness she gave a recording of famous supreme court cases. I wisely refrained from saying that Harriet had as much of practicing law as our cats did.
I real love an Emile Zola quote Allen includes in the introduction: "We are like books. Most people only see our cover. The minority read only the introduction. Many people believe the critics. Few will know our content." A great big shout out goes out to the really special people in my life who have gone past my cover and introduction to see (and love) my content. 
I will have amazing news to include in my next book review. 
Jules Hathaway 

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Friday, August 1, 2025

The Stepping Off Place (YA fiction)

     There is something different and disturbing about losing a loved to suicide that isn't present in losing them any other way. It's the element of choice, that they decided to leave permanently, that raises painful questions. Why did they? Why couldn't they believe that things could get better? Why didn't I notice the signs and do something before it was too late?
     I was lucky. I was an adult when my cousin took his life, leaving the three young children he was single parenting. I can't imagine what it would be like to lose a loved one to suicide during the already tumultuous teens. That's the plight of Reid, protagonist of Cameron Kelly Rosenblum's The Stepping Off Place. 
     Reid and Hattie have been besties since they were in middle school although they have distinctly different personalities, Hattie being the charismatic, popular, colorful, and impulsive sun the more reserved and cautious  Reid moon revolves around. As the story begins Reid is eagerly awaiting Hattie's return from her annual summer spent with extended family in Maine. Their senior year is going to be epic, their exit from high school unforgettable. 
     But right before Hattie is due to return Reid's parents have to tell her that Hattie drowned the night before and that it's being considered suicide. 
     Reid can't believe that her vivacious, fun loving friend who had seemingly everything going for her would take her own life. She wishes her parents and guidance counselor would leave her alone. But as she investigates and learns of the many secrets people close to Hattie were keeping she discovers that even people who seem to have perfect lives can be overwhelmed with sadness. 
     The Stepping Off Place is a beautiful example of show, don't tell. In the text that moves between before and after chapters readers can navigate the complex and constantly changing relationships of the characters--the human milliu in which the story takes place. Seeing the world through Reid's eyes conveys the rawness and nearly unbearable pain of her grief. 
     This story is a very personal one for Rosenblum who lost a treasured long term friend. I'm going to quote extensively from her author's note here because trying to paraphrase such eloquence could never do it justice. 
     "Writing this book was a way for me to grieve and to confront what scared me to the core: that a person can at once be so funny and fun and beautiful, have all manner of creature comforts, can be loved by many, but also can secretly be suffering a sadness so immense, it's unimaginable to those who have never experienced major depression. To the person inside depression, it can seem like an unstoppable fog bank--distorting and disorienting, a suffocating, endless gray despair. 
     The Stepping Off Place started off as a rallying cry for myself. I wanted to explore how we who are left trying to make sense of a shattering and seemingly senseless loss, can come out the other side of that fog bank with our human spirit intact. Because I believe that we can--maybe not as the same person, but as someone who can carry on with the messy business of living a life, with all its joys and heartaches, loves and losses."
On a personal note, yesterday I got my diploma in the mail. I am so proud of it! Today I am taking Tobago to the vet for her annual checkup and shots. She is so not a fan!!! Wish me luck wrestling her into her cat 🐈 😻 🐈‍⬛️ carrier. 
A great big shout out goes out to the Veazie Vet crew.
Jules Hathaway 



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Thursday, July 31, 2025

The Sinners All Bow (adult nonfiction)

     When I thought about true crime I used to envision those dreadful supermarket tabloids and cheap paperbacks with lurid covers that according to my Shakespeare scholar English professor mother only certain people (not us) read. Now the popular podcasts that have made the genre so much more mainstream come to mind. But I certainly never envisioned a cold case that goes back, not years or decades but centuries and inspired one of those classic novels by long deceased white men most of us had to discuss the themes of to pass high school English...
     ...until I read Kate Winkler Dawson's The Sinners All Bow: Two Authors, One Murder, and the Real Hester Prynn. 
     On a frigid December night in 1832 Rhode Island farmer John Durfee stumbled upon a gruesome sight. The body of a young woman, Sarah Maria Cornell, was found hanging by her neck. 
     Back then they didn't have the resources we have now to identify causes of death. The men, without examining Sarah (because preparation of corpses for burial was women's work then) proclaimed that she had committed suicide. Her doctor, who lived nearby, had said she was pregnant out of wedlock. They figured in light of this evidence of her sinful conduct well of course she'd want to take her life.
     The women who washed Sarah's body disagreed. They had found massive evidence of violence and realized that she was murdered. When they were looking through her possessions to try to locate nearest of kin they found a slip of paper with a cryptic message. If she was ever missing they should look for Ephraim Avery, a very charismatic Methodist minister. 
     Anyone who has ever set foot in a Methodist church in this century will find this hard to believe (as I did), but in the early decades of the nineteenth century the Methodist Church was not part of the religious establishment. With their "not properly trained" clergy and those scandalous outdoor revivals, presumed to be the site of sexual promiscuity and other sins, Methodist ministers were the cautionary tale Congregational and Episcopal congregations were warned about in Sunday sermons. So a lot of people then would have believed a minister murdering to cover up evidence of his misdeeds to be highly credible.
     The book's subtitle alludes to two authors. Catherine Read Arnold Williams came on the scene about half a year after Sarah's death when the trial of her accused killer was breaking news. She was a divorced single parent at a time when it was very challenging. She was supporting herself and her daughter by revenue from her published books. Her methodology and the reflection that went into writing Fall River, considered by many to be America's true crime story, constitutes an important strand in the overall narrative. 
     The second author, Kate Winkler Dawson, entered the picture about a century and a half after Catherine's death. She was able to bring the investigative techniques developed since the early nineteenth century to an analysis of not only the crime and investigation, but the work and biases of her deceased co author.
     So who would I recommend The Sinners All Bow to? 1) True crime story affecianados. We're talking solid narrative with a lot of suspense and complexity. 2) History buffs with an interest in the early years of the industrial revolution. 3) Feminist scholars for its insights into the position of women in this tumultuous time.
On a purrrsonal note, Eugene and I had a super 36th anniversary. He took me to Applebee's for supper and then we went for a drive. It was very hot and humid. I've been putting the backpacks 🎒 together to distribute at the barbeque. I just have to buy a few more items with donated money. I'm really looking forward to seeing the happy kids and families. 
A great big shout out goes out to Eugene and to people who have donated backpacks, school supplies, and money. 
Jules Hathaway 



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Tuesday, July 29, 2025

All The Noise At Once

     Before you read this review I want you to do a little exercise. Close your eyes and recall an experience where everything was coming at you too fast and it was totally overwhelming at all levels including visceral. Try to experience it through as many senses as possible. What were you seeing, hearing, smelling, touching? I think it can get you to better empathize with Aiden, narrator of DeAndra Davis' All The Noise At Once.
     Aiden and his star quarterback big brother, Brandon, are really into football. With Brandon about to graduate high school they want one season together on the team. Aiden has done a lot of preparation. But when summer tryouts come around he becomes over stimulated and doesn't make the cut even though his awareness of game strategies is superior...
     ...Aiden is autistic...
     ...However when the team unexpectedly loses two players Aiden becomes a member. Not all his teammates share Brandon's enthusiasm. They're one way when their QB is around and quite another in his absence. 
     "'Ay, come on, dude. That's out of line. We all been cool since we been kids. You know what's up with him. Don't do that.' Greg says now.
     'No, we've been cool with Brandon since we were kids,' Carter says. 'We've just had to deal with Aiden because our moms and Brandon never want to leave him out.'"
     One evening when the team is hanging out inside and on the grounds of a popular restaurant Carter starts a fight with Aiden. Things escalate rapidly especially when a white bystander calls the cops. When Brandon (who is Black) tries to come to Aiden's rescue, he is tackled by a gun wielding white cop...
     ...who charges Brandon with assaulting an officer. The case is bumped up to adult court despite Brandon being underage. Now his future is very bleak. Instead of attending a good college on an athletic scholarship he could very well end up serving time in an adult prison. 
     All The Noise At Once is one of the rare sports narratives that seamlessly integrates highly relevant social justice issues. I highly recommend it for football players and fans. 
On a purrrsonal note, well, today is a big day--Eugene's and my 36th anniversary. I'm looking forward to us going out to eat which is how he likes to celebrate. I'm going to ditch my usual summer ☀️ attire--short shorts and cat shirts--for a dress and jewelry. Whatever we do I'm super grateful that we're still together because he is the love of my life. 
A great big shout out goes out to my one and only Eugene. 


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Sunday, July 27, 2025

Anders & Santi Were Here

     I think those first months when two people are falling in love and developing an intimate relationship are enchanted and magical. I know this was the case for Eugene and me. The places we went, the thoughtful gifts he gave me were just too perfect for words. One day that really stands out in my memory is the day he gave me his class ring on a chain around my neck. We went to Orono Festival. It was like something out of a Hallmark movie. 
     One reason we could be so carefree and happy was a privilege neither of was thinking about back then: birthright citizenship. We didn't have to fear government agents raiding his workplace or my school, sending one or both us into danger, splitting us apart probably forever. In Ander & Santi Were Here Jonny Garza gives readers an intimate look at a romance constantly endangered by America's anything but just immigration policies and their cruel enforcement. 
     Anders was born and has lived in Texas all his life. A recent high school graduate, he's taking a year off before college. He's got a lot to think about: who he wants to be as a mural artist, who the school perceives him as, and whether they are even congruent. He has a residency creating murals through a local agency: Beautify Not Gentrify. And he works at his family's restaurant. 
     His parents aren't happy that he's taking this year off. They want him officially in college studying for his real career. So his mother fires him and hires an undocumented teen, not having a clue that this will complicate, rather than simplify Anders' life.
     Santi and his family have had to flee Mexico. In America he's been separated from his mother and sister. He talks to them on the phone, but it's not the same.
     When the boys fall in love it's good for both of them. Anders gets a clearer vision of what he wants his art to be. Santi begins to get a feeling of what home can be.
     Unfortunately there's ICE on the hunt. 
     In his author's note Villa makes a really important point that I haven't seen expressed elsewhere. Many "allies" are only speaking up a certain type of immigrant: "the valedictorian, future first-generation college student who came here as a baby." He ends the piece by saying:
     "And I hope that, together, those of us who can will stand side by side with all our undocumented hermanes. Even those who aren't DACA kids, who aren't refugees with a morning-show-worthy backstory, who aren't STEM geniuses. I hope that, together, we can uplift those voices and the voices of all undocumented people to make this world a more just, loving, and moral place."
     AMEN TO THAT!!!
On a purrrsonal note, Eugene and I are having quite a weekend. Yesterday we went to a party 🥳 🎉 at the in-laws. I was so happy to get to spend time with Katie, Jacob, and Adam. Pictures, I promise. Today we went on a yard saling road trip. We found lots of good stuff including backpacks and pencils for Backpack Project. Eugene got us subs for lunch. On Tuesday we'll celebrate our 36th anniversary. And I'm every bit as much in love as in those early days I mentioned. Like a Hallmark movie except IRL.
A great big shout out goes out to the one and only Eugene, the love of my life. 
Jules Hathaway 



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Friday, July 25, 2025

On Again, Awkward Again (YA fiction)

     The transition to high school is or was incredibly awkward for so many of us--and not just because of increased academic responsibilities and challenges. There's hormones and body changes. There's discovering identity in the face of societal, marketing, and peer pressure. And there's negotiating relationships including those with romantic potential. Erin Entrada Kelly and Kwame Mbalia nicely address that awkwardness in their On Again, Awkward Again. 
     Pacy is a big time Star Trek fan who caries her enthusiasm over into regular life. She considers most of her new classmates to be Borgs. She has a younger sister for whom everything comes so much easier: academics, extracurricular, relalationships.
     Cecil copes with irritable bowel syndrome and major league allergies. These do not exactly do wonders for his social life. His perfect sibling is his older brother, Cedric. 
     Although Pacy and Cecil develop a mutual crush in a first day of school encounter in the school nurse's office has the social skills or self confidence to pursue it. Then they both end up on the committee to plan the freshman dance. Will this mutual engagement be the catalyst to convert crush into romance or drive them even further apart? Only one way to find out. 
     There's only one this I seriously dislike about this book and a lot of other YA volumes. I've hit the point where I have to see something/say something. Ageism is one of the few acceptable stereotypes in America. Too many YA authors take advantage of this. Writers who would never commit sexist, homophobic, ableist etc microaggressions portray older people as doddering, clueless, and feeble, basically falling apart at the seams. And this does matter immensely for at least three reasons. 
1) Older people are as diverse a group as any other demographic. Some of us are still very much in the game. At 73 (and after a stroke) I just earned my masters degree from Maine's flagship university the month after performing in the school's drag show to thunderous applause and $94 in tips. Would you say I'm not exactly doddering?
2) Driving a wedge between older people and youth is wrong. Both groups have so much to offer each other. That's why I love working with undergrads so much and they adore me. And some of us are as passionate about the environment, Black Lives Mattering, and other crucial social justice issues as we were back in the day. It takes a village to save a planet.
3) All the clues younger people are given about aging will effect the quality of their life in their older years. Now and as they enter the workforce they are bombarded with messages from the media, Hallmark cards, the plastic surgeons who make big bucks off their fear of not looking younger, and so many others that preach that from a certain age it's all decline. There are even doctors who see clinical depression as inevitable and consider referring older adults to a counselor a waste of time and money. What RESEARCH tells us is that people who go through their adult years with a positive view of aging not only are healthier and happier and more engaged and connected as they get along in years, they tend to live over seven years longer than their more pessimistic about aging peers.
     So how about it, YA authors--can you please portray us with the same dignity and respect  for our diversity and humanity as you do for other marginalized groups?
On a personal note, I'm really starting to like my Riverside Park walking loop. Yesterday I noticed a note on a nearby house's lawn: help yourself to raspberries. I sure did. I also this amazing sign on the property that I'll share with you tomorrow. Today I saw a 🐿 and a 🐍 and I got a picture of the 🐍. 
A great big shout out goes out to the people kind enough to share their raspberries. 
Jules Hathaway 



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Thursday, July 24, 2025

This is the picture I promised you yesterday. See how gentle the boy is. And notice the frog is, not trying to get away. Once he put it on the ground it showed perfectly good hopping ability. It's like it trusted him.
We have to fight for a world that's better for frogs and children. 



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