Tuesday, February 28, 2023

The Lake

YA chiller 
     "'Cora, what are we--'  The words die on my tongue.  Painted on the back of the staff cabin is THE LAKE NEVER FORGETS.
     My mouth parts and my fingers curl into my palms.  
     An ice-cold chill ripples down my spine.  First the note, now this."
     Well, readers, looks like we're heading back to summer camp.  While you're packing your shorts, pajamas, and tee shirts, don't forget your pepper spray.  Where we're going, the setting of Natasha Preston's The Lake, there's a lot of rot behind the idyllic and probably a whole lot of danger lurking in the woods.
     When they were eight long time friends Esme and Kayla had spent their summer at Camp Pine Lake.  They'd swum, chowed down on hot dogs and s'mores, heard campfire ghost stories, and stayed up talking and giggling way past lights out.  They'd also sneaked out to the woods one fateful night and done something bad...
     ...something they've kept a secret for ten years.
     Now they're returning to spend the summer as counselors-in-training.  Surely enough time has elapsed that people have forgotten about the fire.  Nobody will connect their child selves with it.  They're going to enjoy the ambience, spend before college quality time together, maybe enjoy flirtations with cute male CITs, have the summer of their lives...
     ...Or maybe not.  From the start there are ominous incidents that go way beyond practical jokes.  As they escalate there is an increasing sense that all including the campers are in danger...
     ...The peril may have everything to do with what happened all those years ago as in revenge of the injured.  Esme and Kayla are in quite a bind.  Do they confess and risk being fired? Or do they keep their secret and risk a whole lot more?
On a purrrsonal note, it's snowing.  AGAIN!!!  Eugene is sleeping because he'll be called out to plow.  Tobago is snuggled up cozily.  Tomorrow is my post surgery check up.  Of course I'm anxious.  At least I have rides to the doctor's office and to UMaine for the first day of the hackathon.  If I had to bus I'd be even more anxious.  I hope I never have to go back to that hospital for all of eternity.  (Jules)
That is a long time.  (Tobago)
A great big shout out goes out to the friends who will be chauffeurs.
Tobago and Jules Hathaway 



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Monday, February 27, 2023

This is my part of the galaxy.  After this semester I have one more year.

This poster was created by the Student Wellness office at UMaine.  They had us write things we're hoping for and working toward.  I have templates and will do this in canteen at the next drive.  If you're a teacher or someone who works with groups I think this is an excellent idea.

Not only are my flowers staying lovely, but two large lilies burst into bloom in the vase.

The Secret Place

Adult mystery 
    If you're one of the many who at least covertly enjoy finding the rot behind the ivy in those posh boarding schools populated by the offspring of the rich and influential, have I got a treat for you!  In Tana French's The Secret Place the detective protagonists are from working class families, all potential suspects are cloistered and privileged teens, and the crime is murder.
     A year ago a very popular student from a nearby boys' school, Chris, had been discovered dead, slain by a blow to the head, on the grounds of St. Kilda's.  An investigation had turned up nothing.  The crime had been relegated to cold cases.  Unexpectedly it's about to be hot again.
     St. Kilda's has a bulletin board called The Secret Place where students can post secrets anonymously.  One day a picture of Chris appears along with words cut out of a book: I know who killed him.
     A pair of detectives--one from cold cases, one from homicide--who have never before worked together go into a world far different from the one they inhabit to search for evidence that may have been overlooked.  The girls they interview are very clever.  They also have rich and powerful parents who can easily get an investigation shut down.  And then there's the headmistress, Miss McKenna.  The murder and original investigation were a public relations nightmare leading to the loss of 23 tuition paying students.  Now she's intent not on bringing the perpetrator of the crime to justice, but on getting the detectives off the premises before they anger her rich parents clientele.
     The narrative is engaging and suspenseful.  Maybe if you're a bit more clever than me you'll be able to identify the culprit before the police do.
On a purrrsonal note, today in the Commuter Lounge we had one of Quil's events, canvas painting.  We had these little canvas squares and paints.  Of course my role was going around telling people what was going on.  I'd made a little painting to show people that no talent was required.  I paint like a gifted and talented four-year-old.  It was a harder sell than the succulents.  More of a time commitment.  Plus even after seeing my piece people were convinced they weren't talented enough.  But we did get people and they had a good time.  And one of the students made a painting for me.  So I'd call the event a success.  (Jules)
Well of course it was a success.  (Tobago)
A great big shout out goes out to the students who had fun painting.
Tobago and Jules Hathaway 


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Sunday, February 26, 2023

Daddy's Girl

Adult mystery 
     "'Tell my wife,' he whispered.  Blood hiccupped from his mouth, a sight so grisly Nat almost cried out.  He said, 'Please.  Tell her.'
     'I will.  I'll tell her you love her.' Nat said, finishing his sentence, her words rushing out in a choked sob.
     'No, no,' the C.O. moaned, shaking his head.  'No.  It's...under the floor.'"
     Nat, protagonist of Lisa Scottoline's Daddy's Girl, is nearing a pivotal point in her career.  She's a law school professor quickly approaching her tenure review.  If she's granted tenure she's golden, her academia future secure.  It not, oh well.  Basically it will be her sink or swim moment.
     Angus is a colleague with a strong commitment to justice which is often divorced from law.  He supervises hands on student experience.  One day a student who is slated to teach a class at a local prison is sick.  Angus asks Nat to take his place.
     The lesson is interrupted by a loud siren.  The prison is in lockdown.  All Hell breaks loose.  Lost, Nat stumbles into a room where a correctional is dying.  He entrusts her with very cryptic last words.  
     Nat's quest to find the wife and convey the message leads to very unexpected consequences.  She finds herself accused of the brutal murder of a police officer...
     ...which is totally not what a tenure seeking law school professor needs.  Will Nat make tenure?  Will she live to find out?
     There's a good way to discover the answer to these questions.
On a purrrsonal note, anticipating continued bitter cold, I'd decided to spend the weekend safely inside.  No going out until Monday.  Little did I know that Eugene would propose a road trip or that I'd say yes.  I'm really glad that I did.  We went to the really cool antiques and other stuff emporium out on Route 1.  I wicked lucked out!  I found two gorgeous long sleeved cat shirts (which I'm wicked looking forward to wearing to school) and a package of cool mechanical pencils.  He also got Subway subs for lunch.  Today I decided to do a little baking.  I tried a lemon cookies from scratch recipe.  OK, but nothing I'll try again.  It's something to share with my friends.  Right now I have chocolate brownies that Eugene will devour in the oven.  I'm far enough caught up on everything else to spend the rest of the day working on my own writing.  (Jules)
The cold sneaks through the windows.  Sure glad I'm not an outdoor cat.  ( Tobago)
A great big shout out goes out to Eugene.
Tobago and Jules Hathaway 



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Saturday, February 25, 2023

Race and Reckoning

Adult nonfiction 
"It's a monumental challenge few Americans saw coming.  This undeclared war on our democracy, on the very idea of an egalitarian multicultural society, would have been unfathomable a few years back.  But that was before a conquered president refused to concede defeat and instead used angry propaganda, preposterous lawsuits, and the full weight of the presidency to stay in power.  That was before a mob of hooligans who brought death and destruction to the US capital was praised by the leaders of the defeated president's party."
     I'm pretty sure you know what Ellis Cose is alluding to in his introduction to his Race and Reckoning: From Founding Fathers to Today's Disruptors.  I think we all watched on our screens in horror as an armed mob surged through the nation's capital.  Many of us saw it as a sudden abomination.  Cose, however, contends that it was the result of a whole lot of history beginning with the birth of a nation.  In a time when book banning has become a modern day plague and teachers can be fired for presenting any material that might cause privileged kids discomfort we have to come to grips with the sins of the past to understand their tragic impact on the present and maybe even the future.
     In Race and Reckoning Cose gives readers a grand tour.  We start out in the colonies where the decisions to embrace slavery and steal Indigenous Peoples' lands made the United States a white nation.  We see how quickly the promise of reconstruction was crushed, leading to creation of the oppressive Black codes.  We drop in on the brutal attacks on Black communities by heavily armed, remorseless bands of whites right after World War I, the New Deal almost entirely passing people of color by, the World War II imprisonment of the Japanese, the viciousness of Jim Crow...all the way up to the present.  
     Race and Reckoning is a really good read for anyone who realizes that we need to understand the history of the decisions and actions of our forefathers in order to grasp the present and move on to a more just and equitable future. Cose shows guarded optimism.
     "I do not pretend to have the answers; but I do see evidence of an emerging conciousness, of a growing array of people, perhaps a critical mass, collectively asking what it will take to make us one nation.  I find that both exciting and encouraging and take it as evidence that we increasingly may be ready to accept the proposition that progress does not mean denying or whitewashing our history but accepting and understanding it as we contemplate how to move forward."
On a purrrsonal note, I hit a tipping point in my internship.  It's much more unstructured than our usual internships.  The first five weeks I felt like I was flying by the seat of my pants.  Then during the 6th week when I was meeting with my supervisor, going over a list of events and assessments I'm working on.  He was being quite impressed.  Suddenly I realized I have this.  I know what I'm doing.  It was quite a heady moment.  (Jules)
Never any doubt in my mind.  (Tobago)
A great big shout out goes out to all the people who have helped me figure it all out.
Tobago and Jules Hathaway 


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Friday, February 24, 2023

Mediocre

Adult nonfiction 
     "When I say 'we,' I don't mean me.  I am a Black woman.  True, I have been told time and time again that my best chance of success is to emulate the preferred traits of white maleness as much  as possible.  Still, mine is not the image of the great leaders in our history books, nor that of the heroes in our stories."
     Awhile back I was mesmerized by Ijeoma Oluo's 2018 So You Want to Talk About Race.  Olou gave honest, thought provoking advice on tackling controversial topics such as privilege and cultural appropriation.  Her voice was that of a tough love friend talking over the proverbial cup of coffee.  In my mind it struck the balance of being out of the white comfort zone but not far enough out to totally discourage white readers.
     Recently while researching books to review (as in clicking on book recommendation lists and hoping to get lucky) I discovered a more recent offering by Olou, Mediocre:  The Dangerous Legacy of White Male America.  She had me hooked at page three of her introduction when she introduced the concept of works according to design: the idea that when the things that shock us happen it's because they were meant to.
     "Although the phrase may seem alarmingly coldhearted, it is our way of reminding ourselves that the greatest evil we face is not ignorant individuals but our oppressive systems.  It is a reminder that the deaths of Trayvon Martin and Sandra Bland are not isolated cases.  It is a reminder to refuse to let our shock and outrage distract us into thinking that these incidents do not all stem from the same root source, which must be dismantled.  That source is white male supremacy."
     Oluo claims that in placing the white man over basically everyone else as his birthright we have set the stage for the celebration of mediocrity.  And this not only makes any drive for achievement on his part unnecessary, but limits and erases the contributions of anyone else.
     "When I talk about mediocrity, I am talking about the ways in which we can't imagine an America where women aren't sexually harassed at work, where our young people of color aren't funneled into underresourced schools--all because it would challenge the idea of the white male as the center of our country."
     Oluo describes a nation in which the white males not at the top of the hope are pacified with the idea that their white maleness makes them superior to everyone else so they don't unite with marginalized groups and form a threat to the rich and powerful.  When their day doesn't come they're told to blame people of color and women for robbing them of what is rightfully theirs rather than examine the stinginess and greed of the white alpha males.  But it isn't just the Charlottesville torch bearers we have to fear.  Many self claimed progressive white males, as exemplified by the Bernie Bros, also inflict serious harm.
     Despite all the manifestations of our cult of harmful mediocrity Oluo holds out hope for a brighter future.  White male identity is a matter of nurture, not nature, and, as such, has the potential to be changed.  But we'd better start pushing for this now.
     This is the American history you did not learn in your school days.  It's the history that mediocre white men like Ron Desantis want kept out of school curriculums because the prospect of mass enlightenment scares them witless.
     So go out and read it.  Recommend it to your friends.  Discuss it in your book clubs.
     But you don't have to take my word for Mediocre's excellence.  It's been endorsed by a stellar group of Black authors including Kimberle Crenshaw, developer of the concept of intersectionality, and Patrisse Khan Cullors, cofounder of Black Lives Matter.
On a purrrsonal note, the brutal storm we were warned about Wednesday night never happened.  On and off we've been getting mild flurries.  We have been getting nasty cold temperatures though.  Yesterday I asked my best friend, Lisa Morin, for a ride to school rather than bus in.  And today I'm going in late in the hope that the temp with wind chill factored in will get above zero...wait a minute...my knight in a white pick up truck just pulled up.  I'll get to school on time without standing out in the cold waiting for the bus.  This is my lucky day.  (Jules)
And tomorrow starts the weekend.  She can stay in with me for two days.  (Tobago)
A great big shout out goes out Lisa and Eugene 
     
     



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Wednesday, February 22, 2023

The Lying Game

YA mystery 
     "Laurel sniffed and took one step away.  Emma slid her finger under the flap on the envelope and pulled out a sheet of lined paper.
     Sutton's dead.  Tell no one.  Keep 
     playing along...or you're next."
     Emma, protagonist of Sara Shepard's The Lying Game, has never caught a decent break.  From early childhood she's resided in a series of group homes and not well vetted foster families.  As we meet her the foster mom who had promised to keep a roof over her head through high school graduation has just given her two weeks notice. 
     Imagine Emma's surprise when an internet video leads her to the discovery of a twin sister, Sutton, who had been adopted into a wealthy family!  What's even more amazing is that when she emails Sutton she gets an invitation.  Maybe they'll hit it off.  Maybe her new found sister will give her a place to crash during their upcoming senior year.
     Things don't go according to plan.  When Emma arrives Sutton is nowhere to be seen.  In fact Sutton's Sutton's family and friends believe that Emma is Sutton, despite her attempts to convince them otherwise...
     ...and this may have entirely have to do with the girls' similarities in appearance.  It seems that Sutton was the ringleader of a special gang of mean girls who specialize in outdoing each other in cruel practical jokes.  There are plenty of people with motives to stop her for good...
     ...people who might see the unexpected appearance of an identical twin as a way to prevent a police search that could turn up dark secrets.
     If you enjoy mysteries centered around rich girls gone horribly bad you'll want to join Emma as she tries to track down Sutton's killer.
On a purrrsonal note, once again the television meteorologists are gleefully describing an upcoming big storm that will slam us right during morning commute.  Not exactly unexpected in Maine in February.  Possibly UMaine will give us a snow day.  I'm not taking the bus.  When I walk down Route 2 in totally crappy visibility I feel like the little frog in the Frogger game, trying to not get squished by all those huge vehicles.  My best friend, Lisa Morin, will give me a ride if school is still on.  I plan to wear my pajamas inside out to try to help tip the scales toward snow day.  (Jules)
I want snow day, snow day!!!  Snowy weather should be snuggle weather.  (Tobago)
A great shout out goes out to Lisa Morin.
Tobago and Jules Hathaway 




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Tuesday, February 21, 2023

Keeping Faith

Adult fiction 
     "Dr. Keppler begins pacing.  'I don't think we've been hearing Faith just right.  Her guard...the words...they sound alike.'
     'What do you mean?'
     'Your daughter,' Dr. Keppler says, 'I think she's seeing God.'"
     Recently I was able to get my hands on one of Jodi Picoult's earlier works.  In a riveting drama centered around a very controversial child custody case it poses two very thought provoking questions.  How, in a hotly contested case with all kinds of complications, can the best interests of a child be determined?  Can God sometimes work miracles through a flesh and blood person?
     Faith, the child in question, has never had any kind of religious training.  Suddenly she's spouting Bible verses, talking to a presence only she can see, and exhibiting stigmata.  Her touch seems to bring her grandmother, who has been declared dead by three qualified doctors, to life.  After the news gets out legions of reporters and people seeking healing begin a permanent encampment near her home.
     Mariah, the mother, was served with divorce papers after she and Faith walked in on an adulterous tryst in their own home.  When Faith begins exhibiting symptoms that have experts puzzled and hordes of people turn their private home into public spectacle she must fight to learn what's going on and to protect her child's right to be a child.
     Colin, the father, marries the woman he was cheating with.  He hadn't initially contested Mariah getting custody.  But when, returning from his honeymoon, he learns what's going on, he decides that being with her mother endangers Faith and starts custody proceedings with a lawyer who embodies every evil lawyer stereotype you've ever heard.
     Ian, a well known tele atheist, has built his reputation around debunking religious miracles he deems hoaxes by exposing them as fraudulent.  When he learns about Faith he feels that he's won the lottery.  How hard will it be to bring down a child?
     Which of these larger than life characters will prevail?  There's one way to find out.
On a purrrsonal note, I was actually thinking of taking one more day to rest up.  Then I remembered Winter Carnival was about to start off with hot chocolate and s'mores.  I hadn't had a s'more since the Great Before!  I managed to take the bus in, get me some of that chocolaty goodness, do my office hours, and enjoy people exclaiming "OMG Jules, you're back so soon (after the operation).  Eugene picked me up right at school.  We stopped at Dollar Tree and he gave me money to buy Peeps! This is the stuff dreams are made of! (Jules)
And she came home to me.  (Tobago)
A great big shout out goes out to Eugene and to the people who ran the cocoa and s'mores tables.
Tobago and Jules Hathaway 



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Monday, February 20, 2023

Not Another Sarah Halls

YA chiller 
     The decaying town of Oakhaven, setting for Hayley Newlin's Not Another Sarah Halls, has a distinction few communities would care to claim.  Every year a beautiful teenage girl goes missing.  There's a three week search followed by a memorial.  Then life goes on as before.
     Oakhaven also has the Dae house, the abode of the town's wealthiest family.  Bad things are rumored to happen there: "blood rituals, accidental deaths, and buried victims in the backyard."  Parents tell their children to stay away.  But not all children listen.  Every Friday night there is a teen party that spills into the adjoining forest, a gloomy, overgrown space inhabited by legions of crows.
     Nearly life long best friends Autumn and Becca have started to split apart in high school.  After watching the parties through a window Becca has become a regular attendee.  She sees nothing sinister about them.  Autumn refuses to join her, even as she suspects that in doing so she may be ending their friendship.
     When Becca becomes the next face on a missing poster will Autumn be able to overcome her anxieties in order to save her chum?
     The clock is ticking and the woods conceal a very evil entity.
On a purrrsonal note, I actually slept well for the first time since before the operation.  I'm glad I have a third weekend day to recuperate.  It's nice out.  I'd take a walk if there was anywhere to go.  Hopefully tomorrow I'll have the energy to make it to campus and do my internship office hours.  (Jules)
She'll do it.  No doubt in my mind.  (Tobago)
A great big shout out goes out to all our well wishers.
Tobago and Jules Hathaway 



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Sunday, February 19, 2023

Apple In the Middle

YA fiction 
     "I've always felt like I'm living and bouncing between two worlds: the white and the Native American, with nowhere to comfortably land.  Being different, I ricochet back and forth everywhere else too, from family life, friendships, school, and my appearance."
     Apple, protagonist of Dawn Quigley's Apple In the Middle, doesn't feel like she belongs anywhere.  Her father sends her to a public school rather than the prep school kids in her gated community go to.  So neither group includes her in their activities.  Despite her best efforts not to tan and her father being caucasian, she's too dark to fit in the white world but unable to fit in with Latinx.  As for her indigenous side, she's never gotten to know it.  Her mother died in childbirth.
     But things are about to change.  
     The last day of school Apple's father makes an announcement.  He and her stepmother, Judy, will be away for the summer.  Stepbrother Baer will be with Judy's missionary parents.  She'll be with her indigenous relatives in the Turtle Mountain Chippewa Indian Reservation.  So she's going to spend time with total strangers who might either resent her for her mother's early death or actually look like her.
     At first Apple is way out of her comfort zone culture wise.  She ruins a $300 pair of shoes on a berry picking expedition.  She'd thought they'd be going to a store.  But all her relatives go out of their way to make her feel at home...
     ...except for a frightening man named Karl who asserts that her mother still owes him something.  Since she can't pay him back, Apple will have to.
     Has Apple found a place she can actually belong?  There's a delightful way to find out.
On a purrrsonal note, I had general anaesthesia for my surgery.  Only I didn't just go under and feel like I woke up the next moment.  It was like someone was clicking through TV channels.  I was lying on a bed breathing funky smelling gas through a mask.  Click.  I was in the commuter lounge working out event details with Ben.  Click.  I was on the bed in another room where a nurse offered me ginger ale.  It felt like I'd been dreaming.  But was that even possible?  This afternoon, two days later, I googled my question and learned that sometimes people dream under general anaesthesia.  And I was dreaming about my internship.  So even when I was being operated on I had my head in the game!  How cool is that?  (Jules)
Do cats dream under anaesthesia?  I'll let some other felines find out.  (Tobago)
A great big shout out goes out to the anaestheologist who must have given me some good stuff.
Tobago and Jules Hathaway 



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Must We Defend Nazis?

Adult nonfiction 
     "Should Nazis, white supremacists, and Ku Klux Klan members spewing hatred be allowed to march in a peaceful college town like Charlottesville, Virginia?  Should city officials give them a permit, and should the local police provide them with protection from indignant protesters?"
     If I remember correctly an incident happened during the last year of the Great Before.  A sunny spring day.  The last grey remnants of snow had melted away.  At UMaine people were out enjoying the warm weather.
     I do know it was Pride Week.  A religious fundamentalist set up shop on the Mall with his graphic posters and was spewing venom that basically amounted to anyone not practicing strict CIS heterosexuality was going to burn in Hell for all eternity.  He was attracting a crowd of people who were yelling back at him, standing up for selves and friends.  The volume of the discourse rose all the way up to the Dean's Suite on the third floor of the Union.  We were told that if we ignored him he'd go away.
     He wasn't the only one stirring up trouble.  A lot of problematic--racist, sexist, homophobic--speakers whose words would cause incredible harm to significant numbers of students were demanding their right to speak on campuses and dialing their lawyers if admin didn't cave.  
     All because of that damn first amendment.
     If you've read this blog any length you know that I find the entire Constitution problematic for reasons that go beyond the fact that its writers, a significant number of whom were slave owners, put all the votes and power in the hands of rich white men.  Its writers were men of their time no more able to anticipate the 21st century than we can the 24th.  Drafters of the second amendment couldn't foresee AK47s.  And penners of the first never saw the Internet coming.
     The last time I was a fan of the first amendment was my long ago teens when I saw it as protecting my right to protest the war in Vietnam.  So I was delighted when I learned about Richard Delgado and Jean Stefancic's Must We Defend Nazis?  Why the First Amendment Should Not Protect Hate Speech and White Supremacy.  And when I was able to obtain it by inter library loan I was over the moon.
     Delgado and Stefancic basically shred the arguments of those who would keep the first amendment's interpretation and enforcement inviolable, looking back to its legalistic past rather than its problematic present and future.
     "A prime obstacle to reforming hate-speech law is the insistence by some that these forms of speech are harmless or that tolerating them is 'the price we pay' for living in a free society."  Chapter one chronicles the substantial harms they inflict.
     "Over the past several years, hundreds of university and college campuses have experienced racial unrest that is serious or graphic enough to be reported in the press."  Chapter two examines the conflict between calls for bans on hate speech and claims that they violate not only the First Amendment, but academic freedom playing out at institutions of higher education.
     "The Internet is the site of some of the worst forms of racial and sexual vituperation."  Chapter three examines the vitriol served up regularly on social media.
     Chapters four and five analyze arguments for maintaining the status quo put forth by both neoliberals and neoconservatives.  Chapter six looks at how other nations handle the issue.  Chapter seven provides guidance for progressive activists.  Chapter eight returns readers to the original question:  Are we obligated to defend Nazis?  I won't spoil the ending by revealing the answer.
     I think this is a good book for anyone like me who has problems with the ways that current interpretations of the first amendment allow hate speech and white supremacy to go on inflicting harm.  It is a step above most books I review in terms of reading comprehension.  But for New York University Press it's a light weight.
On a purrrsonal note, I wonder if it's also protecting those people who put out "facts" that totally contradict established science.  They certainly cause harm by leading to tragic, needless illness, suffering, and death.  
Oh, yeah, I'm continuing to get better.  Today I'm even up to dishes and laundry.  (Jules)
But still in need of a lot of cat snuggling.  (Dr. Tobago)
A great big shout out goes out to all who see the dangers of unbridled free speech.
Tobago and Jules Hathaway 
     



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Saturday, February 18, 2023

I was so happy when some of our friends from the multicultural lounge joined us.

People were quite pleased with their potted succulents.

This is one of the succulents I carried around.

Some of our succulent potters.

Guess I'm not the only one recommending the book.

Promise Boys

YA chiller 
     Well I sure did a fine job of picking recovery library books.  As soon as I put down This Is Why We Lie I picked up Nick Brooks' Promise Boys.  I gotta tell you that look is lit.
     "Hicks notes that former principal Kenneth Moore preached excellence to his students.  His philosophy revolved around teaching kids to be their best selves despite the challenges life may throw at them.  And it seems to have worked: Urban Promise Prep had the highest standardized test scores for the third year in a row.
     Sadly, Moore was recently shot to death at Urban Promise Prep.  Though there have been no official arrests in the murder, police are investigating three suspects."
     Urban Promise Prep, a charter school, was founded to address the many challenges faced by underachieving schools in impoverished neighborhoods, primarily those of color.  It's based on the premise that high expectations and strict rules can keep boys in class and out of trouble.  It's the dream of many families desperate for their boys to stay off the streets and out of trouble--maybe even get into college.
     "'Hicks added, 'Students lack discipline, not capacity to learn.  Underprivileged kids are less likely to come to school with an appreciation for what education can bring.  When you're living in an area where you're surviving day-to-day, seeing education as something to work at is hard.  That's why the Moore Method works.  We are all about discipline."
     That last sentence is a serious understatement.  Maximum security prisons could crib from the UPP rule book.  Students aren't allowed to talk to each other, even at lunch.  Going between rooms they must walk on blue lines.  Violations as minor as dress code ones are punished severely, which makes it easy to get rid of students who would not make the school look good in time for the old standardized tests.
     Students aren't the only ones being disrespected and mistreated.  Few teachers last beyond two years.  One remaining long term teacher had just turned in her resignation letter.  
     "Recently, I approached Moore about my disapproval with the school culture and do you know he told me to pack up and leave if I didn't like it?...All the time, all the energy, effort, blood, sweat, and tears I put into that place, and he had the nerve to just...toss me aside?!"
     Given how many people have serious problems with Principal Moore, his homicide should come as no surprise to the intelligent reader.  Given that we still live in a racist society the same intelligent reader should not be surprised to learn that all three suspects are Black boys.  Now they have to, singularly or together, discover the identity of the real killer before one or all three are serving long sentences in prison.
     Brooks' unusual narrative structure works perfectly for his story.  Talk about your ensemble cast!  The books is compiled of texts, emails, news articles, and the reflections of the boys and diverse members of their home and school communities.  It's a very lively read you won't want to put down until the end.
     Hopefully the important issues it raises will stick in your head much longer.
On a purrrsonal note, I'm almost back to my pre kidney stone self.  Not that I'm going to clue Eugene in on that.  He can do the cooking this weekend.  Tonight he's planning personal pizzas.
I didn't want to forget to tell you about a Commuter Lounge event held the day before my operation.  We had potting soil, pots, and succulents.  Students could pot and take home cute little plants.  This was Quil's idea.  He got to set up and clean up.  My part was running around with a cute potted succulent convincing people they couldn't live without one.  Ben and Quil were concerned that we'd have too many left over.  Not on my watch!  They were almost all gone when I left for home with a stop at the library.  I gave the ones I carried around away.  Tobago would think, salad bar!  (Jules)
She's kidding, right.  Not even enough for an appetizer!  (Tobago)
A great big shout out goes out to all participants.
Tobago and Jules Hathaway 
     
     



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Friday, February 17, 2023

This Is Why We Lie

YA chiller 
     "But all I can do is stand there, paralyzed by the sight.  He lowers the girl onto the sand and begins CPR, breathing into her mouth.  
     It's too late, I want to tell him.
     She's already dead."
     Jenna is at the beach photographing a sunrise.  She thinks she's alone until she hears a cry for help and sees Adam carrying a body out of the ocean.  Pretty soon police are all over for the place searching for clues.  
     Jenna goes to a Preston Prep  School.  She's creating a portfolio to boost her college scholarship chances.  Adam is a student at Rookwood Boarding School, a school for students who have screwed up, "the last stop before juvie."  His post high school plans focus on surviving.
     You'd think that other than the mutual discovery of a corpse their worlds would not intersect.  You'd be wrong.  The Rooks, Rockwood students have found a cabin on their school's grounds, a relic from its posh estate days, and turned it into a party place.  Invitations are highly coveted by the girls only prep students.
     The dead girl, Colleen, was well known in both realms.  As the police search for clues and interrogate anyone who might have information the teens look at their peers, analyzing their words, behaviors, and posts.
     Before long the Rook who allegedly had cheated with Colleen on his girlfriend is also dead, drowned in a car in the ocean, a car he was a passenger in.
     Told in Jenna and Adam's alternating voices, This Is Why We Lie draws readers into their lives and those of their peers, engaging them in a roller coaster ride of rumors, conflict, alliances, and suspense.  It's a must read for all who love YA chillers.
On a purrrsonal note, I started reading this book before I was anesthetized for my kidney stone surgery.  I picked it up again when I got back home.  It kept me totally engaged and distracted through my initial recovery which is pretty damn amazing.
I am home with three days to recover before it's back to school.  (Jules)
She's home!  She's home!  (Tobago)
A great big shout out goes out to Rocky's exorcists.
Tobago and Jules Hathaway 



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Merci Suarez Changes Gears

Juvenile fiction 
     Alzheimer's is a hard topic to tackle in any balanced way in adult literature.  The loss of self identity and memories inch by inch is probably one of our deepest fears.  The knowledge that a loved one someday won't recognize them is one of the greatest cruelties a person can incur.
     I imagine it would be an even more difficult topic to tackle in juvenile literature.  Few authors have tried.  In her Newberry Medal winning Merci Suarez Changes Gears Meg Medina does so masterfully.
     Merci isn't like the rich kids at her school.  She's a scholarship student of much more modest means.  Three generations of her family live in three side by side small houses but function more as a unit.  This is not something she always appreciates.
     "I should mention here that 1) no one ever asks me if I ever want to babysit the twins [her holy terror cousins], 2) Roli [brother] gets out of it thanks to his tutoring job and working on his college applications, and 3) I get paid exactly zero for keeping them from swallowing pennies and running into traffic."
     One day when Merci gets home from school there's a police car parked in front of her grandparents' house.  Lolo, her grandfather, is in the back seat.  He'd picked up the wrong pair of twins at kindergarten dismissal time.
     That's only the first incident.  Lolo wanders off one day when he's helping Merci's father on a painting job.  He falls off his bike while running a routine errand and swears Merci to secrecy.
     It's like something terrible is happening to Merci's beloved grandfather.  Everyone else including her brother knows what's going on.  But they won't let her in on the secret.
     Lolo had done a lot of the twins' childcare so their mother could work.  Now that he's unable to Merci has to help out a lot more.  This means she can't play on the soccer team which she's practiced for all summer.
     This coming of age narrative is an excellent read for children like Merci who are experiencing the very unfair and very confusing loss of loved ones due to dementia.
On a purrrsonal note, I'm snuggling with Tobago on the sofa waiting to go to the hospital.  I'm no longer panicking because I can hardly keep my eyes open.  I didn't get much sleep last night.  I'm also hungry from having to skip breakfast. (Jules)
I keep telling her she'll be okay.  ( Tobago)
A great big shout out goes out to Eugene who is going to take me to Northern Blight and then home even though he doesn't like hospitals.
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Obie Is Man Enough

YA fiction 
     "'You're never going to be a real man, Sarah,' Coach Bolton says, using my old name.  He's never really made the effort to use my new one, Obie.  I cringe.  It hurts every time.  It says: I do not see you; Making you feel comfortable does not matter to me."
     Obie, protagonist of Schuyler Bailar's Obie Is Man Enough, was assigned female at birth and named Sarah.  For years, as Sarah, he swam and won trophies as a member of the Barracudas swim team.  But, feeling an increasing incongruity between outward appearance and inward self, he decided to transition.  Unfortunately Coach Bolton reacts very badly (and unprofessionally) to his decision, telling him he can never be a real boy/man and kicking him off the team.  
     Luckily Obie's family is supportive of him and ready to fight back when people are cruel, abusive, or dismissive.  A lot of families aren't.  His mother finds him a new swim team, the Manta Rays, with a coach and teammates who affirm his identity.  But several people in his life remain problematic.
     There's Obie's former best friend and teammate, Clyde Bolton, Coach Bolton's son, who begins to torment him.  One day he beats him up so badly he needs to go to the hospital.  When Clyde refuses to write an apology and says that he's not at all sorry for what he did a five day suspension becomes an expulsion.
     Now Clyde is out for revenge.
     Then there's Lucy, his other former best friend.  She seems to be avoiding him.  She's taken to hanging out with Jen and Chelsea, two popular mean girls who were cruel to her in elementary school and are still making life hard for Obie.
     Then there's Charlie (Charlotte) who is actually a positive complication.  Obie's first crush reciprocates his feelings.  They begin to date and get along really well...
     ...but what if Charlie's feelings change when she learns that Obie is transgender?  What if she has a close encounter of the Clyde kind before he figures out how to tell her?
    The book has the ring of authenticity because Bailar writes from personal experience.  As a transgender college student, he was also a competitive swimmer who had made the same choice Obie did.  Not seeing anyone like him in books motivated him to write Obie Is Man Enough.
On a purrrsonal note, I'm almost ready to try to go to sleep.  But I feel like the time I first stood at the end of a five foot diving board (going for the swimming imagery here) and it felt like fifty feet and everyone was telling me to jump.  Tomorrow is my surgery.  After nine months I am more than ready to have my kidney stone evicted.  But the thought of being put under and being operated on in the same hospital where I almost died from a hospital acquired post surgical infection?  Scary as fuck!!! (Jules)
She will come home and I will take care of her. ( Tobago)
A great big shout out goes out to our ultra supportive family and friends.
Tobago and Jules Hathaway 



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Thursday, February 16, 2023

We Are Not Like Them

     If you're in a book club and you want to step up to tackling racial issues have I got a find for you!  Christine Pride and Jo Piazza's We Are Not Like Them is the rare adult fiction book that manages to embed  sensitive topic in a strong narrative with highly relatable characters.
     Riley and Jen have been friends since early childhood.  Their best friendship has survived drastically different life trajectories.  Now it's going to be strongly tested.  An unarmed Black 14-year-old boy, Justin, has been shot by police officers.  Philadelphia has become a media hot spot.
     Jen is the wife of one of police officers, Kevin, who shot and killed Justin.  He wasn't on the force when they married.  He went off to the Academy when his father had to retire for medical reasons.  Now it feels to Jen that they're being unfairly punished for the actions of other police officers.  After all Kevin isn't a racist.
     Jen is also hoping to carry a baby to term after heart breaking pregnancy losses and costly in vitro fertilization.
     Rylie is a Black television news reporter who has her heart set on becoming an anchor.  She's the lead on the story.  She's had the task of interviewing Justin's grieving mother.  She knows that her own brother is in disproportionate danger of being killed by the police.  There is a gruesome lynching in her family tree.
     She asks herself in anger and frustration, how long are they going to keep killing us?
     Told by Jen and Rylie in alternating chapters, We Are Not Like Them is a truly engaging exploration of close friendship pushed to the brink by tragedy.  A series of penetrating questions at the end of the book increases the potential for meaningful and insightful discussions.
On a purrrsonal note, we had another beautiful UMaine milestone yesterday.  The Career Center's Career Fair was totally in person for the first time since the Great Before!!!  I wanted to see for myself.  So I signed on for volunteer clean up crew.  Only I went early.  I was so impressed!  The place was packed with employers in a wide range of fields looking for Black Bear talent and professionally dressed students being a credit to our school.  When I asked some of the company reps what the experience was like they had nothing but good things to say.  I cleaned up in more ways than one.  People kept giving me bling: pens, notebooks, candy, and all kinds of good stuff including a great duffel bag perfect for trips to camp.  That was fun! (Jules)
Too bad they weren't giving out nip or cat treats.  (Tobago)
A great shout out goes out to the Career Center crew, especially our friend, Kate.
Tobago and Jules Hathaway 



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And this is the sparkly unicorn shirt Eugene bought me at Goodwill.

My beautiful Valentines Day flowers.

Wednesday, February 15, 2023

Booked

Juvenile graphic novel 
     Calling all Kwame Alexander fans!  Have I got a book for you!  Parents and teachers, this is one easy sell in your campaign to hook kids on books before puberty strikes, even the ones who would much rather be engaged in sports...
     ...like Nick, Alexander's protagonist in Booked.  Soccer is the language in which he's most fluent.  Unfortunately for him, his father, a linguistics professor who wrote a dictionary with footnotes called Weird and Wonderful Words has mandated that he read and learn the whole thing in pursuit of excellence.
"IN THE ELEMENTARY SCHOOL SPELLING BEE
WHEN YOU INTENTIONALLY MISSPELLED HEIFER, HE ALMOST HAD A COW.
YOU'RE THE ONLY KID ON YOUR BLOCK AT SCHOOL IN THE.ENTIRE.FREAKIN.WORLD
WHO LIVES IN A PRISON OF WORDS."
     And then there's his nemesis, Ms. Hardwick, his honors English teacher.  Her classes are such snore fests that Nick  daydreams through them.  Of course when she catches him not paying attention Winnifred, teacher's pet extraordinaire, is eager to show him up.
     But books and language aren't the only challenges Nick is facing.  The bullying twins, Dean and Dan are back at school, gunning for Nick because he has a crush on April who Dean considers his girlfriend.  They've spent time at an alternate behavioral problem, so you know they're bad news.
     Nick's parents are separating.  They still love each other; but they don't like each other, a challenging concept for an eighth grader to deal with.  His mother is moving to a place where she can get work in her field, leaving him with the word fanatic.
     And last, but not least, a ruptured appendix sidelines Nick from an important soccer tournament.
     Alexander's narrative could definitely stand on its own.  But Dawud Anyabwile's illustrations make it shine even more.  If ever there was a book that deserved to become a graphic novel, Booked is it.  An affordable paperback, it's a bargain for enticing sports loving kids who aren't yet completely sold on reading for fun.
On a purrrsonal note, apart from Black Bears Have Heart being a total success, Valentines Day was also awesome.  I'm enjoying the lovely flowers Eugene gave me Sunday.  Tobago is being good and not eating them.  In the morning Eugene left me a really cool card.  In the evening he took me to Ruby Tuesday for supper.  Then he took me to Goodwill and paid for what I picked out.  (Jules)
I am exercising extreme willpower.  (Tobago)
A great big shout out goes out to Eugene.
Tobago and Jules Hathaway 

     




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And of course here's me enjoying my idea come to life.

My partner in planning, Emma, without whom this event wouldn't have been such a success.

This is my good friend Joey with the heart he just created.

A view of some of the hearts.  We really lucked out on weather.  A sunny day really brought their beauty out.  They'll be up through Friday so other people can enjoy them.

Tuesday, February 14, 2023

Not Here To Be Liked

YA fiction 
     Eliza, protagonist of Michelle Quach's Not Here To Be Liked, isn't out to win any popularity contests.  She dispenses with the social amenities that are important to most of her peers.  She ignores her mother and sister's admonitions to dress more femininely.  Her oversized sweater "the exact gray of parking-lot asphalt" is her "uniform" that can free her mind of wardrobe decisions to focus on her main goal...
     ...becoming editor-in-chief of her school paper, the Willoughby Bugle.  The staff is about to vote.  She's sure that her colleagues will consider her the "most sensible option."  She's been on the staff since her freshman year.  She's published prolifically, a significant percentage of her work making the front page.  She's won journalism awards.  She's developed plans to improve the paper.  And she's running unopposed...
     ...until she isn't.  Len, a new staff member, has decided to give her some competition.  When he and Eliza give speeches he can't match her accomplishments or experience.  His talk is rather rambling.  But he's a cute guy with more than charisma working for him.
     Guess who wins the election.
     Willoughby has had far too few girls in two top leadership positions--school paper editor and school president--in its entire history.  People start supporting Eliza by wearing "I am a feminist" pins and planning a protest walk which is shut down very quickly by administration.  
     The issue seems pretty clear: feminists vs patriarchy.  But Eliza and Len get assigned to work together on the same stories in order to improve their professional relationship...
     ...and for Eliza things start getting a lot more complicated.
On a purrrsonal note, I'm sitting in Foster Center for Innovation in their huge room that has a solid wall of windows.  Today the windows are decorated by nearly one hundred colorful paper hearts.  There is really good instrumental music on and cookies, chips, and drinks.
     This is a vision of mine come to fruition.  I get frustrated by how commercialized Valentines Day has become.  I know a lot of people aren't fans for this reason.  What else could we celebrate on campus?  How about student volunteering?  How about Black Bears Have Heart?
     Each heart is inscribed with an instance of volunteering or community service done by a UMaine student or student group.  There is a lot of enthusiasm for this initiative.  That's a good thing.  I plan to make it a tradition.
     I have ideas how to improve the event next year.  But today I'm going to chill and soak in the ambiance.  Because when an idea in your head turns into a concrete manifestation that brings joy and inspires people...
     ...it feels pretty darn amazing. (Jules)
Very very cool!  (Tobago)
A great big shout out goes out to Emma, my very enthusiast planning partner without whom this event could not have been such a success.
Tobago and Jules Hathaway 



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The Ivies

YA chiller 
     If you, like me, are a fan of the subgenre I call pricey private schools can have skeletons in their closets, you're in for a real treat: Alexa Donne's The Ivies.
     The title of the book is not alluding to America's most prestigious higher education consortium.  It's a small group of girls at a pricey prep school, Claflin Academy.  They've divvied up the more famous Ivies between them like an early admissions academia pie.  Clique founder, Avery, is seemingly a Harvard shoe in as a triple legacy.  Sierra plans on honing her cutting edge technology skills at Yale while Emma and Margot are respectively gunning for Brown and Princeton.  
     Narrator Olivia is the one of these things does not belong in the group.  Unlike her peers, she isn't filthy rich.  In fact she's the scholarship student daughter of a first generation single mother of modest means.  Is she ever aware of that difference! She resents being assigned UPenn.  Harvard has been her dream since childhood.  But she doesn't dare rock the boat...
     ...at least not in public.
     When early admissions decisions start coming in, shockingly, Avery is rejected, not just deferred, by Harvard.  She assigns her crew to find out who took her spot by getting accepted.  Emma is up front about her acceptance.  She and Avery get into a very public fight.
     The next morning Emma is found dead.
     Although the Ivies traditionally limit their membership to five, their activities involve virtually all their classmates.  They make themselves the best by taking the rest down by methods that are morally reprehensible, some of which would not pass the test of legality.
     "We disrupt class ranks, club leaderships, summer internships, academic competitions, and musical auditions.  We improve our own odds by slightly decreasing the fortunes of others.
     Because hyperelite competitive college admissions is some serious fucking shit."
     Avery isn't the only one who could stand to profit from Emma's death.  Although they can't prove anything, the Ivies' classmates are aware and resentful of their dirty tricks.  At least one adult has motive and opportunity.  Claflin itself will do whatever it takes to keep its reputation pristine and keep people from learning that there's a whole lot of rot under their ivy.
     Olivia has a special reason to be scared.  She also got into Harvard early decision.  At Claflin secrets don't stay secret for long.  If Emma was killed for her academic good fortune...
     I found the perfect ambiance for enjoying The Ivies.  I binge read read it in my studio in pajamas, fortifying myself with a pint of caramel core ice cream straight out of the container, only sharing with my faithful feline friend, Tobago.
     Mmm, mmm, good!
On a purrrsonal note, I had a wonderful weekend.  Eugene took me to Denny's for breakfast Saturday.  Sunday he bought me a gorgeous bouquet of flowers.  My writing muse was sitting on my shoulder.  More and more frequently I get into a state of flow, of effortlessly tapping into my best writing talent.  It feels amazing.  (Jules).
I am exercising supreme willpower by not eating the salad bar...I mean flowers.  (Tobago).
A great big shout out goes out to Eugene.
Tobago and Jules Hathaway 
     
   
     



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Sunday, February 12, 2023

Smashing Statues


Adult nonfiction 
     "I am an art historian.  I have spent years studying the deliberate destruction of art as a tool of intimidation, war, and genocide.  But I do not think that every monument deserves to exist forever.  Societies change and their monuments change too.  Sometimes destruction is the form this change needs to take."
     Most of the time about the only beings who take much notice of statues are pooping pigeons.  I know I ride and walk by them usually without any thought.  The only exception was when I was taking my adviser's assessment class and assessing anything quantifiable.  On one of Eugene's daylong road trips I classified every statue we passed.  You guessed it.  The vast majority were white featured males holding guns, often astride equally masculine horses.  But the rest of the time I don't give much bandwidth to them.  
     However, in the life times of just about anyone old enough to be reading this blog there have been events egregious enough to inspire people to try to take down statues glorifying racists.  In 2015 Dylan Roof killed nine Black worshippers in cold blood in their own church.  In 2017 during an event dubbed Unite the Right legions of torch bearing white supremacists terrorized Charlottesville and one drove his car into a group of unarmed people.  In 2020 Derek Chauvin knelt on George Floyd's neck, deliberately asphyxiating him.  Most of us were clued in on the statue smashing by the news or social media.  Reactions tended to take three forms: Yasss!  About time!; OMG! Those criminals!; and Why bother? Nothing's going to change.
     Erin L. Thompson, author of Smashing Statues: The Rise and Fall of America's Public Monuments, would warn us against either ignoring statues or failing to move beyond gut reactions.  Public monuments convey the values, some covert as well as more obvious, of the people who erected them.  They continue to convey messages, some very harmful today.  It's crucial for us to really understand a statue's backstory in order to deal with it today.
     Don't get me wrong.  Smashing Statues is not the kind of dull as dirt (sorry, Erin) information that has some of about as eager to take an art history class as we are to have oral surgery without benefit of anaesthesia.  The book is full of drama, conflict, and scams.  The solid epiphanies that give in depth knowledge of the values represented by public monuments both today and when they were erected are delivered in an engaging format.  In fact I was so fascinated by what I learned that I have to limit myself to my three favorite things to not exceed people's book review attention span.
     1)  The most obvious messages aren't the only ones statues were meant to convey.  Have you ever wondered why most of the statues glorifying the Civil War were erected decades after the weapons were put down.  The artists were also at that point portraying rank and file soldiers in poses of obedience rather than officers leading the troops into battle.  There's a reason for that.  The South was shifting into an industrial economy in which many whites were desperately poor and willing to be in unions with Blacks to earn enough to survive.  The industrialists of that time considered that dangerous to their own profits.  So through the statues of obedient, suffering foot soldiers they imbued suffering with nobility.
     "The more they suffered, the more pride they could take in their heritage.  But trying to escape their suffering by adopting a new approach to life, like one where white and black workers fought for fair wages together?  That would be as cowardly as deserting from the Confederate Army, doomed as it was."
     2)  A lot of monument financing was far from straightforward.  A lot of today's scammers could learn a thing or two from the con artists connected with the infamous Stone Mountain statues.  The sculptor, himself,  evaded creditors as he racked up more and more debt.  He even convinced the US Mint to create a fifty cent coin to commemorate the monument which was not complete.  He, of course would get a considerable share of the action when they were sold.
     3)  Sometimes the only possible way to remove egregious statutes is to tear them down.  There are laws that make removing statues legally impossible.  Wavers are nearly always impossible to obtain.  And lawsuits set in motion by families or organizations on behalf of statues remaining in place can drag through the courts for years, effectively preventing legal removals.
     Thompson has an important request to make of us.  She'd like us to learn as much about the statues in our neighborhoods using these guidelines:
"What does it mean?  What does it suggest?
What impression is it likely to make on those who view it?
What will be the effect on present-day problems, of its obvious and also of its insidious teachings?"
     If the answers to these questions point to harm being done she wants us to have the difficult questions that will lead our community to work toward harm reduction and justice.
On a purrrsonal note, I had a pretty good week.  Even my pre surgical appointment went better than I expected.  Eugene had to plow the night before.  He got home in time to drive me to the medical building.  He waited and then drove me to Goodwill and Hannaford.  I got baking supplies and a musical snow globe and a photo album that will be perfect for a bunch of the family photos I have stashed in a filing cabinet.  Eugene had left $40 wrapped around my smartphone.  So he paid for everything.  I also got a very exceptional doctor.  She asked questions to get to know who I really am rather than relying on stereotypes.  I thanked her for not being ageist.  She told me that she also started graduate school seriously later in life.  She said she's celebrating the fact that I'm strong and vibrant and pursuing the lifestyle that  brings me joy, purpose, and meaning rather than settling for what others tell me I should want.  That's for damb sure. (Jules)
My life has purrrpose.  Family cat is a sweet gig, especially in Maine winters.  (Tobago)
A great big shout out goes out to doctors who don't practice the implicit ageism that is sadly endemic in their profession.
Tobago and Jules Hathaway 


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Saturday, February 11, 2023

Black on Black

Adult memoir/manifesto
     If I had the clout to make one book required reading for my fellow whites every year my 2023 choice would be Daniel Black's Black on Black.  It's definitely an eye opener.  It isn't easy reading for even those of us who have spent years thinking about race issues.  Which is why we need to read it in this time when powerful people are hell bent on white washing what our children can read and learn.
     Daniel Black is a professor of African American studies and a novelist who has now turned his formidable writing talent to nonfiction.  In this powerful collection of essays he holds forth honestly and personally on a number of topics quite pertinent to race relations.  He constructs his chapters from a solid combination of experience and research based back story.
     The trial and massacre of the Black body starts off with a moment most of us can recall: the agonizing wait for the Derek Chauvin verdict.  It should have been a no brainer.  I mean he was caught on film slowly and deliberately strangling George Floyd.  But his conviction was not guaranteed.  And when he actually was Black felt a joy he described as ephemeral.
     "We knew this conviction wouldn't change America fundamentally.  It wouldn't alter the system of Black suspicion and murder that has characterized this country from its beginning.  It would not mean that police would stop killing us.  The Chauvin decision simply allowed us to exhale for a second."
     The rest of the chapter explores the history of America's domination and destruction with no fear of consequences of Black bodies.  In the case of Emmett Till even murder wasn't enough.  He was mutilated so badly his mother didn't recognize him.  It's like heaven forbid Blacks feel entitled to equality, agency, or even personhood.
     Black dedicates a chapter to Ava Duvernay's retelling of the tragedy of the Central Park Five.  Five teenage boys were convicted on flimsy evidence of raping a woman jogger and served years--years when they should have been navigating high school and young adulthood instead of surviving life behind bars--until the real rapist confessed.  
     Two incidents that tied in with this theme--the willingness of whites to consider Blacks guilty--happened in my early parenting years.  A guy drove to the hospital with his dead wife.  He said the killer who also shot him was a Black guy.  He'd actually killed his wife and shot himself to look like he was also a victim.  They rounded up and interrogated all the Black men.  A woman drove her car with her three little children (who drowned) into a lake and said a Black man did it.  You can guess what happened.
     The chapter that jolted me the most is the one that writes integration off as a failed experiment.  It wasn't something Blacks really wanted.  And we know it wasn't what most whites wanted.  The movement when it happened was one way.  Blacks integrated white schools and neighborhoods.  People didn't even consider that maybe white kids could be integrated into Black schools.  That it was totally off the radar says something.  And during the whole mess a lot of thriving Black owned and Black patronized businesses went under and Black neighborhoods were destroyed.
     "Still, I assert that integration was not a bad idea in theory.  In fact, it was a noble prospect, a social inevitability, which needed to come.  What should've happened was the empowering of black social spaces first so that everyone--black and white--saw the value of black people and their institutions before forcing them to uphold the sanctity of whites and theirs."
     And those are only a few of the topics Black deals with.  If whites come to the book with an open mind and ability to tolerate discomfort it yields up a lot of food for thought.
On a purrrsonal note, I am angry that powerful people like a certain Florida governor are pushing schools to once again whitewash all curriculum, eliminating anything that might make white children experience discomfort.  It's white tears on steroids, putting the feelings of the privileged ahead of the impact of our crimes.  As for pretending that we're all post racial now and that mentioning race is now racism, that's the perfect way for making sure needed change never happens. (Jules)
We cats are not racist.  (Tobago)
A great big shout out goes out to the writers who speak truth to power.
Tobago and Jules Hathaway 
     



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